#thishibyesara

[this-hibyesara]

Here to Stay - Original Song

Here to Stay - Original Song

Imagination, a beautiful thing, I have search for this feeling over and over. A path led to you, Oh darling you look beyond beautiful tonight. You have taking my heart and I have yours. We believe in everything truly. Kiss me, hold me closer on nights. Warmth our bodies give together feels like home. Kiss you, hold you closer on mornings. No regrets, I’m here to stay. Beautiful, don’t worry I will be here

The space we have found in our hearts to give to each other is whole. The pace, we have round the parts to live with each other souls.

Kiss me, hold me closer on nights. Warmth our bodies give together feels like home. Kiss you, hold you closer on mornings. No regrets, I’m here to stay. Beautiful, don’t worry I will be here.

While you take walks to me. You make my heart talks to me. I want to say forever to you I didn’t thought I would say forever to you.

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Dear mom, your words hurts me the most, I can't do this anymore.

[this-hibyesara]

All I want is snuggles.

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The little things in life.

For the past two hours, I been trying to remember the computer game that I played in elementary school and I finally found it, it was Bugdom!! 😊😋😍

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I’m so tired of being here after day after day. It coming to a point that I feeling so trapped with all things in my life like verbal and physical abuse, my anxiety, and my PTSD and my depression and my health is taking a troll on me. I will keep fighting those things and keep my head up high as long I can but somedays I don’t feel like myself and I just want to feel like myself. I wish sometimes I didn't have so much to deal with. Like I feel like the professional help, they don’t help cause they don’t know my life story and they aren’t in my mind so can’t tell me what I’m feeling and I feel all they do is that said I can have you pills and etc. they don’t know what exactly I need. I have ways to deal with my problems but I just want to know when I can be myself again. Like somedays I feel like I’m putting on a fake smiling and that kinda helps but there’s times and days I don’t want to do the things I love doing and that’s sad.

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Just sitting here and wondering if you know that I really want to be yours.

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I been thinking a lot about I want this year, 2015 be like and I know, I want to make a tons of good changes in my life, I want to finally to be able feel good enough to start dancing couple hours day, I want live my life to the fullest and nothing less and I want start make dreams to reality!

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I have too Many feelings... I'm so confused...  I need CONFRONT MY FEELINGS ABOUT HER BUT I JUST CAN'T