#thisisbpd

[breahdawnxo]

Today is day 4 of being officially broken up with the person I considered my favorite person. Having a favorite person with BPD is truly so traumatic and doing it alone in a hotel for 5 days when you beg your favorite person to just come hold you so the shaking will stop and they look at you like a monster and block your number or have their mom text you and say you’re being too much. I feel so drained. I feel so hopeless. I want her to love me, but now it’s my turn to love myself.

[notgivingafucksince1992]

I’m I the only one that is not worried about their academic/ work life, I mean that everything is going to be okay in that aspect o fyour lives but then there’s your romantic and private life, an area that you know you will screw up, have and ultimately fail in?

Like, I feel I will have a good job as I’m very motivated plus I’m really interested in furthering my education. I have off days but overall this aspect of my life is what keeps me going but I think I will end up alone without many friends and with casual relationships only.