#thought dumping

[aestas---estas]

I don't think Simon Riley is a sex god once you finally get him into bed. I think your first time sleeping with him isn't going to be perfect. He's awkward and fumbling and keeps accidentally tickling you with too soft hands, like he's afraid to put any real pressure behind his touches.

But you wouldn't change it for the world.

He makes you smile and giggle. Keeps murmuring and cursing to himself in a way you find just adorable, keeps running his hands all over you, like he can't get enough.

It's not perfect in any meaning of the word, but it's good because it's him, it's you, together.

Maybe he comes too quick, maybe not at all -- it takes time to work out the technicalities of sex with a new partner. You guide each other when you get your mouths on the other, and it shouldn't be sexy, shouldn't be hot, but his willingness to learn and your resilience makes it so.

It's sweaty and sweet and dirty and fun. It's not the most satisfying sex you've had -- but it's the best.

[baronstopfan]

Super 4 x Squid Games

Twinkle I think has a good chance, she can fly over the glass bridge, stay high in the sky when everyone kills each other in lights off, mingle maybe, I feel like she'd have a key in the hide and seek game and can use her magic wand to direct her to the exit. Idk man but I feel like she could win.

Alex, Ruby and Gene, they would be finalists team work and all that but if one em dies it's Gene first being not that athletic or a physical fighter. Dr.x tries to tag along with gene and gang instead of the villains and also dies.

I feel like baron would be a leech,like player 100. Survives purely off others until he has no one, Rypan and Forchy die because of him, Sharkbeard outlives them Cuz he ain't dumb enough to listen to baron and does things the pirate way.BabaCara also goes solo and outlives em cuz flying and magic advantage.

I think Collosus would die in mingle because he's too big to even fit in a room.

Idk man, what y'all think if they got flung into the squid games

[missmisanthrope]

idk why I exist idk what I'm made for idk what I'm gonna do with my life idk how I'm gonna make it through idk when I'll figure it out idk why I exist but I'm grateful I do.

[catversary]

Idk if I have trouble differentiating faces or what, but I find it hard to believe that most people I see are “below average” on a 1-10 scale of beauty. Which - I know the 1-10 “hot or not” scale is rooted in societal beauty norms, misogyny and patriarchy and racism - but a lot of people still operate on that scale, and it’s frankly maybe a bit of a problem.

Beauty is not quantifiable, and I believe maybe in order to dismantle our system of beauty standards, it is better to view people without beauty as a determining factor of their likeability. 

I think *most* people are attractive in some manner. It doesn’t have to be physical, but *most* people *are* physically attractive. I do not understand the hype around celebrities and actors who, to me, don’t look any *more* attractive than “regular” people I see. Well - maybe 5 years ago this was the case. I think the increasing incorporation of social media technology has created outlandish standards of beauty that we need to get rid of. Like tiktok filters and influencers photoshopping their posts. This is not what people look like - normal OR celebrity alike. This is not what people look like, period. 

And it distorts people’s self-perceptions when they’re pitted against images that aren’t even real. Like, I’m begging you to realize that most people look like people. Most people have flaws and asymmetrical faces and crooked teeth and odd shapes to them, and maybe when they laugh their teeth show too much, or their eyes squint a lot, or they have laugh lines or wrinkles on their forehead. People have fat in their cheeks and on their necks and when they tuck their chin in, it creates a fold. 

This is not me pleading with you to lower your standards. I am just saying, why do these standards exist at all? Why incorporate them into your vision? 

[wareeee]

I've been always living far from my hometown and my grandma's house. Used to spend long vacations as a child. those stays kept getting shorter over time. And now its hardly a few days, sometimes a week at most once a year or two years. Staying there, having a good and wholesome time, eating grandma's food and then coming back again. Its like a cycle to which i've gotten used to in my 22 years of life. But the thing to which i never get used to and will never be i guess, is saying a goodbye. Good byes are hard. We do think that it gets better over time but it doesn't. Yes it doesn't. That feeling of emptiness right after saying a good bye and leaving or being left. Thats the worst feeling. Yes everything gets normal the next day or even after a few hours or maybe after a few minutes. And its normal. But that instant feeling of emptiness right after a good bye, i am still so unsure about that. My heart feels heavy as if its tearing apart but this feeling doesn't last longer than a few minutes, sometimes just a few seconds. But i dont seem to get rid of this. It happens everytime, everytime i have to say a Goodbye. Like a real goodbye.

[aestas---estas]

Ghost would 100% be the type of person to go "no" when you ask if he can pass you the salt or the charger to your phone or whatever, staring at you with a blank expression while passing it to you.

He thinks it's peak comedy.

[aestas---estas]

Ghost using his balaclava to gag you while he fucks you from behind.

It happens fast. Too fast. And even if you weren't near delirious with pleasure, you still wouldn't have had enough time to react.

One moment he's eating you out, mask rolled up to his nose and your thighs over his shoulders as he edges you over and over and over again — the next, he's pulling the fabric fully off his face before stuffing it in your mouth, two fingers deep enough in your unprepared throat for tears to gather in your eyes. His figure is blurry as he flips you on all fours and uses his big palms to spread you open enough for him to bully his cock into you.