#thought spills

[pepperandbacon]

halsey is fucking shit

[xiaonyc]

Spills. A lot has been on my mind recently... i have a feeling things get a lot lonelier the more you go towards yourself... the things that brought you dopamine hits no longer work. And its just a path towards who knows where, but im starting to have faith in something greater than myself... its hard to put these thoughts into words... but something is keeping me going that i dont know exactly what.

I am not going to live in fear anymore. I replace fear, sadness, and worry with patience, acceptance, and belief. I will not beat myself up, put myself down, worry about what is said or what is unknown, or compare my beautiful life to anything. My path is my own, and i will uplift myself first ❤️🩷❤️🩷❤️🩷🤍🤍🤍

[pepperandbacon]

AHS cult predictions

(🐻 with me i wrote this to a friend originally)

alright so get this its tuesday oct 3 11:19 pm and i havent seen tonights episode, this is all a prediction:

morals of the story: VOTE FOR WHO YOU BELIEVE, NOT WHO YOU THINK SHOULD WHO

IF YOU NEED HELP, IF PEOPLE TELL YOU NEED HELP, GET HELP

IF PROFESSIONALS TELL YOU WHAT THEY THINK IS BEST FOR YOU, LISTEN TO THEM (maybe a moral im not sure)

sometimes people seen as "mentally unhinged" are right, and deserve a voice"

not everything is as it seems

metaphors:

the cult is a metaphor for politics

maybe not a metaphor but an observation:

kai is using pills to make himself more "sociopathic" so he doesnt feel bad manipulating people

kai uses the pinky thing so he can trick other people into revealing shit about themselves so he can use that to his advantage to keep the cult together

basically there is alot of mental illness stuff in here to make everyone more aware of mental illness

whats going to happen:

so basically kai is going to try to rise to power but manipulating other people who arent sure of themselves (making a cult) and he's trying to get as many people brainwashed as possible, but the main girl (im blanking on her name but shes the one with all the phobias) is grounded in her beliefs, and kai is going to try and turn her over too

see its seen as a joke that she voted for jill stein but really she voted for who she believed and thats whats important!

But because the main lady is confident in her beliefs she will be the "hero" of the story

everyone who starts to join this cult is going to try to turn over this main lady, even manipulate her, but because she grounded in her beliefs shes going to go strong forward towards and i think at some point she will start to run for political power in someway

or she is going to let her mental illness consume her because she wont listen to professionals

or her mental illness will start to consume her and eventually she will recongize it and try to take down kai policaly but kai is going to use his "cult" to tear her down and say things like "shes mentally ill dont listen to her, she shot a man dont listen to her, she blah blah blah blah, dont listen to her" which in the public eye invalidates the main girl

tl;dr: its all a metaphor(not the exact word i mean but close enough) for this years election and about how this year, despite how entertaining it was, THIS IS NOT HOW POLITICS SHOULD BE HANDLED. it should be handled by people sharing there opinions on behalf of the country, debating with fellow candidates if they dont agree, and listening to there opponents.

not by manipulating others and lying

tl;dr: its about honesty in politics and voters following there hearts, not what feels right

[pepperandbacon]

i had my existential crisis from ages 9-16 i think im good

[pepperandbacon]

if im overwhelming you let me know, i cant tell