#thoughts are thoughting

[indigognomelife]

I have many thoughts about our two staff npcs

Spoilers ahead, also I forgot to put tf! infront of characters that's my bad

While I am concerned for Penrose's safety in this school because she seems to be consistently held at gunpoint by guards, I'm very relieved we have an adultier adult in this school.

While we do have Osteon, they're only 26, and frankly I trust them in the same way as I trust the professorin certain situations, they have very set motives. The professor will deal with issues around dragons, Osteon will deal with issues when it comes to school safety and protection of the queen. Everything else is up to the students.

Penrose is giving information. Very heavy propaganda, but still information. And... she's just nice? Idk she's really trying. Wanting to be that teacher that you can go to (I've had teachers like that in the past and it's a great comfort and support). I love that Penrose is the kind of person that really gets into the details of an issue, like when she explains to Graecie that for her to help she would need to be legally adopted (and while I think it would be silly Graecie is a legal adult so that obviously won't work out also I strongly doubt she has any legal documents lmao). I love characters like that it's such a specific thing but I love it.

With Osteon, in terms of Graecie, she puts up with her. Graecie is actually an incredibly useful source of information because she knows most of the secret passages and tends to talk about them and show people which makes Osteon's job a lot easier. But apart from that she's literally just hopping around his office and while that is very whimsical they do have a job so it isn't the most practical.

Tbf though, these interviews are a great device to get an insight into different students and their current mindsets, even when they dodge the questions like Ros did. (More flock more perchance? :D)

Also Snifferish is such a good actor I genuinely forgot Juniper and Penrose are done by the same person.

"oh did Juniper not show you the book, I thought she would share it" (paraphrased)

Me: oh that's weird but maybe it's just accidental miscommunication?

Me:...oh wait they're the same person this is a thing that I should probably pay attention to this shouldn't I (also this would be an interesting to get an insight into Juniper through another character I wanna see Penrose talk about her more)

I'm going to chalk it up to incredible acting rather than me being slow I love Snifferish sm Juniper is such an amazing character I may need to analyse later.

[melticholy]

guys if I made a tiktok acc would u guys harass follow me on there

[eggroll-sama]

A bit of an angsty topic but I gotta discuss this. Since Kuras is immortal, even if we do get past his distant nature, break away his cold shell, and make our way into his heart, he will outlive us and have to see us die, right? The same goes for Vere and maybe some of the others like Ais. So unless MC unlocks immortality or the LI’s trade their immortality to grow old with us, we’re going to age and we’ll be gone from their lives, because we are only a chapter, maybe only a few pages, in an immortal being’s life. And that really begs the question if there really is a “good ending” with Kuras because you’re a mortal, he’s an Angel who’s possibly been alive since the dawn of time, and one day you’ll be gone. Wouldn’t that be so terrible and unfortunate for Kuras…?

It’s kind of weird but I can’t see Kuras being distraught by this. Not thoroughly, at least. And I can say this with certainty because of Kuras’ quote from the relationship chart, “friends are fleeting, but no less precious for it,” which can be foreshadowing in his route he’d confess to MC that yes, he knows his time with you is short compared to the centuries he’s lived on earth, but he’s willing to love you while you are alive, watch you grow old, and eventually live without you forever because that’s how important you are to him. It’ll hurt, yes, but he’s glad to have met you, to love and be loved by you. So no, it’s not terrible, it’s just very very very bittersweet.

But hear me out. Maybe you can still meet him after your mortal life.

Since Kuras is an angel, he’d have powers to see us even after we kick the bucket. And that’s if we assume his good ending is where he is no longer condemned to live in the human realm and fully forgiven himself. So imagine you die, you’re in the afterlife, you’re wandering alone, confused where you are. All you remember is seeing Kuras’ face as you drift off to your eternal rest, and now you’re surrounded in a white landscape of nothingness and your heart feels hallow yet so heavy. You yell if anyone can hear you but nobody replies back, so you keep wandering aimlessly. You shiver, running your hands over your arms. You feel so lonely and so cold. But before you could lose all hope, you’re suddenly basking in this warm light, arms wrapping around you from behind. It’s the comforting and warm embrace you know all too well. A smile graces your lips and you think to yourself, it’s him. You relax into their touch and you finally feel at home. So you and Kuras live happily ever after, for all of eternity.

[heyydolly]

Does anyone want a quick and dirty snapshot of Domme and Joe with this season of quarterback??

[mysumeow]

im not well

[theanxiousbookdevourer]

This line from Disco Elysium reminded me of another few lines from a different, equally depressing (yet equally hopeful) piece of media: BoJack Horseman.

It's not the drugs. It's not the alcohol. It's not their pasts or their careers or the people they lost. Their problems come from them and their unwillingness to get better.

Or I don't know. Maybe I'm just slowly spinning the wheels of my Coupris 40, watching Hollywoo move on without me.

[stupidthoughtsinwriting]

GOD FUCKING DAMN IT

i knew rewatching Daredevil would give me ideas but there is a thing as too much ideas.

I can't even continue on watching the show because the ideas are all too consuming. My mind is putting that OC in the show and GOD FUCKING DAMN IT (sorry, not sorry Matt) I can't fucking stop it. In my head, she is patching him up after a night out. she is sparing with him before answering his question to a date, she is nursing him back to health and helping him deal with fisk, she is comforting him after some emotional conflict. I cannot stop and enjoy the show when these thoughts are pushing my focus on the show aside.

I want to write it but I am so not in the mood lately but damn it... I'll try