May 20, 2025
I’m not looking for just a play date; I want a connection that makes us mutually obsessed, where the idea of anyone else feels unbearable.
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I’m not looking for just a play date; I want a connection that makes us mutually obsessed, where the idea of anyone else feels unbearable.
In the cold, grey city, there's a quiet soul watching the waves.
The world feels heave, yet here by the ocean, everything is calm.
The sea whispers its secrets, the sun dips low,
And in this golden hour, even feels warm.
...
Ya know how foxes are domesticating themselves bc they've realised they get food easier that way?
Imagine eldritch horrors and demons and shit doing that.
Like, imagine you're eating a hotdog and a creature beyond your comprehension approaches you, but it's all good, lil guy just wants a bite
I listen to the 1966 real albert hall concert and it just makes me so sad. You can tell he feels so uncomfortable up there all alone for the acoustic set and hes wayyy more in his element when he has the band with him bc he's not messing up the timing or anything and he has so much more energy and flow. And he's like obviously sooo wasted and like I feel like I can hear the hurt and fatigue in his voice :( imagine what very well may be some of the worst years of your life are so extremely well documented and it's all anyone ever wants to talk about ever. Like he's so sleep deprived he feels like everyone hates him he's fighting with the press he's abusing substances. I don't blame him for not wanting to talk about that at all.
Sometimes ...
Sometimes I feel like I am incapable of maintaining emotions/affection for people outside of family and friendships. At times it's very frightening then other times I couldn't give two shits.
I’m trying to get into Marika Hackman atm. It’s usually not my kind of music but I’m looking for new stuff and inspiration and I was so surprised by my reaction to this music video. Because the band consists mainly of women. I mean it’s weird because I am a woman who plays in a band but it’s so rare to see a band with more than two women in it. I guess I never even thought about what it would look/feel like too see them on almost every instrument. And I love it!
Sometimes I think the only way I'll be enough is if I'm dead, but there's too much I want to do before I die so I guess I'm just stuck constantly disappointing people I wish I didn't care about so much.