#.* @vihilum said: ' take a breath. look at me. ‘ / dick grayson
rough nights were part of the job description. they both knew that and chose to don the cowls anyway, to go out and come home with bruises covering their bodies and aches deep in their bones where ibuprofen couldn’t reach and the memories of awful things they would never be able to forget. normally, babs handled her rough nights well. she was tough; she had been through hell and back, had been stabbed and shot and held hostage more times than your standard anything, but every once in awhile she had a night where she came close to crossing the line. nights like those made it easier to understand why her father had made such close friends with his whiskey bottles.
on the roof, her cowl pushed back from her face in the way that would have undoubtably pissed bruce off, she looked back at dick and tried to take his advice. she breathed in deep, feeling her limbs shaking from exhaustion and adrenaline, and she thought the only thing keeping her still was his presence. “ i almost killed him, dick, “ she said, and her voice was deceptively calm for the storm raging inside of her. “ i would have hurt him worse if you hadn’t pulled me off. “
they had been tracking an influential pimp, the sort of scum that didn’t care much about the age or wellbeing of his girls so long as he had money in his pocket at the end of the night. things had been going smoothly until he had caught wind of what was going down - perhaps a john had tipped him off, perhaps he had called to check in on one of the girls and gone straight to voicemail. either way, the end result had been the same. when things had gotten hairy, he had started taking wild shots at the girls. gunfire aimed at herself, babs could handle. but seeing girls younger than her running and screaming from the bullets had sparked an apoplectic rage inside of her. she had flown forward and nearly beaten him to death. they had been lucky. no one had died. but one girl had barely pulled through.
her knuckles ached under her gloves as she clenched them, voice raw as she spoke again. “ but he could have killed one of them. “ or paralyzed one of them, a voice in her head whispered, and she clenched her jaw. “ and if b tries to bench me for this, i swear to god i’m going to lose it. he would have done the same. “









