So i met a girl. She was beautiful and fun and intelligent and quite the catch with new york in her veins and mischievous smile pointing her lips. i thought i liked her very much and we had a good time getting to know each other. i am unsure how to feel when i say that we shared quite the intense kiss. so splendid and i wished for nothing more. A week or so after i met the catch i met another girl. this girl was spunky and spry and quite the enthusiast. her and i would laugh and smile and talk and while watching a movie i asked if she was a cuddler to which she replied, “finally!” and so we held together. as assumed, we shared a kiss but this was not the kind of kiss that i had expected. this kiss was something of a mystery to me. it left me wanting more and it left a smile on my face. it gave me a goofy, warm feeling in my stomach and a flutter in my heart. this was a kiss. and i had hoped for more. days later a found that i had not been in the thoughts and desires of the cuddler but i was still in the new yorkers mind. unforunately for me i knew that i had not been thinking about the new york catch as much as i had been re-running the kiss with the spunky one. After pursuing the spunky one a bit longer i came to the conclusion that she did not feel the same way about me. I also discovered that i did not feel for the Catch as she felt about me. While i was thinking about the kiss of one girl, the other was thinking about me. I am sad neither of those relationship was able to blossom any further but with out one, i would not understand the other so well. I hope this does not make me seem too creepy. I am not one to be amazingly tactful when it comes to my emotions but i am quite good at understanding others. I respect these women enough for me not to name them and believe me, there was a lot of pain and confusion stroking my mind as these things came to pass but i learned and now i know that someday ill meet someone that is thinking about me as much as i am thinking about her. Thats a thing worth looking forward to.
