#thumpingheart

[herpoundingheartbeat]

My heart would not stop pounding today. Got a quick recording of it working🫀

[placeopia007]

I was so happy last Monday when I heard this while having lunch with Papa. Never thought I’d be hearing Carrie Underwood songs played in a local resto - did set my mood for last week. Up and about for the things to happen this week. 

[thumpingheart]

Dear parents, You both have single-handledly ‘handicapped’ me. Thank you so so much. Over-protective parents are gonna be the down fall of every single capable young adults. You impose all your protective issues on me, i blame both of you for all the experiences i do not get to gain over the years, the adventures that i have yet to even get a glimpse of. All because of your fucking bullshit, I’m never gonna get the chance to step out of my comfort zone. There’s no job in this world that can ever favor your dear daughter (me) in all ways. You expect me to find decent pay, location of work place near home and etc. You’re afraid of me going out to set sail on my own journey, to experience the good and the bad out there. I’m never gonna survive the storm out there in years to come, my fucking pathetic resume will be as empty as my bank account. Just because you all are afraid that i have to suffer out there. But be fair to me, or at least to every working adult out there, who did not suffer through hardship? Obstacles are meant to be there to benefit all of us at the end of the day, to grow up and learn new things. Guess I'm the only one who find flaws in the way we (your children) are being brought up. You guys taught me nothing but to walk away when things get tough.

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