" thank you. for helping me. " only if you dont have too many already, calis š
āReminds me of old times, yāknow--back when we were kids.ā
As Sara finished binding a minor gash that would likely be entirely healed by the end of the day, he couldnāt resist reluctantly meeting her eyes, an old and uncharacteristic sadness present that seemed so unusual on a face normally split apart by wide grins. How had things gotten so fucked up between them? When they were young, it was them against the world, likely the only half-Yokai the other one knew. Despite how tense their rivalry often made them, Itto had treasured those times and they truly had been out to watch each otherās backs in a way no one else had until heād met his aunt and the people heād cherish as beloved members of his gang.Ā
But, then that Takayuki bastard had made her into a weapon, and even his boys had informed him of the heartbreaking treatment sheād received, of how Sara had been treated more like a weapon than a person. If Takayuki had treated her like a daughter, Itto wouldnāt have minded so much, but that hadnāt been the case. Instead, heād made her feel ashamed of what she was, molded her into a role that was powerful but unallowed to have the freedom to be herself. A weapon, a freak, a tool. He was just happy sheād found fulfillment in serving the Shogun instead of Takayukiās whims, to live outside of that tyrantās iron grip.Ā
A gulf had widened between them, though. One he wasnāt sure could be crossed, no matter what he did.
With a hurting expression and pursed lips did Itto gingerly lift a yearning hand to touch Saraās cheek, heart climbing into his throat until it was hard to breathe.Ā
ā...What happened to us, Ten-chan? Youāre right there, but... I feel like weāre far apart and I canāt reach you,ā Itto admitted brokenly, smiling sadly.Ā āIt feels like, no matter what I do, thereās a divide I canāt cross. Even though I--ā
Huffing shakily, he shook his head. He stood, and began to stride away.Ā āProbably better if you got goinā. People will talk, yāknow?ā
...Even though I love you.










