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"You'll come back, won't you Lu?"

Jongdae should be used to the feeling of abandonment, or losing someone dear to his heart; he never imagined would happen in such an abrupt and disheartening way, and that his heart would be left tattered in the process. One of his dearest friends had been taken from him without forewarning and with a vast quickness that had seemed to come like a bolt in the night, scooping up his precious friend only for the angel to awaken to find not a trace left behind. Nothing save for the minuscule replica of the moon on a keychain he'd been given by his special person, and tears roll freely down his cheek onto the stark piece of paper as he's once again faced with a loss he doesn't know how to cope with while cursive writing flows freely from the pen in his hand.

Lu,

Please say you'll come back. I know I'm being selfish, but it hurts. I miss you a terribly, and these days I still find myself wondering about you a lot. Will you read this letter? Will you even be able to find it? I am afraid it will be lost in the tide of other messages, but I can only hope and pray that it finds its way to you. Only then will I be somewhat happy, and I just want you to know that I only ever wished for your happiness. I wanted to be a tiny ray of sunshine in your life when I couldn't be one in my own, and I'd much rather sit and listen to your laughter and see you smile than to be alone once again.

It seems like just as quickly as we stood face to face, we stood together no longer, and you vanished right before my pleading eyes. I miss you, Lu. Will you come back? Will you at least send me a message if you see this just to let me know you're okay? I think it was you who came back last week to ask if I missed Lu Han, but I am unsure if you saw that message either.

You don't have to stay if you come back if that makes you unhappy. If leaving is what made you the happiest then I will acknowledge your decision, but I will still say that I miss you a thousand times. I miss you, I miss you, I miss you more than you will ever know.

Please say you'll come back one day? I'll be here waiting for you when or if that day may come, no matter how long it takes.

#tiahlu #tianxh #lu.

durian, avocado, kumquat, lemon, blackberry

durian:is there something that you just absolutely detest?

“Someone who is untruthful. I believe that honesty is one of the best traits that a person can have. I would rather someone be upfront with me and hurt my feelings then lie to me and sneak around behind my back to save face”

avocado:what is something nobody knows about you?

“I am lowkey obsessed with watching children’s cartoons partially due to my daughter. Whenever I’m home alone, I find myself watching the children’s channel more often then watching anything made for adults”

kumquat:what type of music do you like?

“Already answered but if you want a better idea of what I like there is a little playlist on my blog about”

lemon:how do you react if someone hurts you?

“I cut them off completely and block off my feelings before the hurt can truly settle in. I can’t afford to go through any more emotional strife. I can’t risk it.

blackberry:what’s your favorite book?

“Already answered”

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〈 in reply to this for @tianxh。〉

〈 🍒 〉–– She’s highly concerned because they’re talking about his health here, a friend’s health. Nahyun doesn’t mean to pry and she’s never been one to hook her nose in anyone else’s business but the dark bags that slouches beneath the sockets of his eyes are a different story. Given that, his complexion does’t look as great and he’s been acting restless recently-- something she’s picked up on. ❝ A warm drink, a book, soothing music-- possibly pills? Have you tried taking any of these before going to bed? One or a combination of these usually do the trick. ❞

#tianxh #( && . prose )

1, 3, 5, 25, 50, 78, 90

Some real creepy questions, I will answer any. [ @tianxh ]

1. Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it?

That would have been my members, and yes, I do believe it. With all my heart.

3. When’s the last time you were aggravated and happy at the same time?

To...day? I had a miserable mood all day long, but at some point somebody showed up, and they really made me feel better for a bit.

5. Is there someone mad because you’re dating/talking to the person you are?

I’m not dating anybody, so I don’t think there would be any reason for that, no.

25. Does anyone regularly (other than family) tell you they love you?

My members do, sweethearts that they are!

50. What are you supposed to be doing right now?

Nothing, really, because PDnim has allowed me to take a bit of time for myself. Though, frankly, anything would be better than just... sitting, so perhaps I should hit dance practice.

78. Anyone you’re giving up on?

Maybe... sort of. Not fully. I would never do that. But, from a certain point of view, yes, there is someone.

90. Have you ever liked someone who your friends hated?

Hated, no. But, perhaps, someone they disagreed with, a little.

#【 play。】#tianxh

Amsterdam, Sorrento, New York City

Amsterdam: What is your ideal night out?

Out? I’m not a real big fan of going out to have fun, I’m kind of domestic. So, an ideal night for me would be opening a cheap bottle of wine, making cheese sandwiches, and watching really bad television. Super crap quality shows from America. I’m talking bottom of the barrel dating shows where everyone looks like they get into bar fights on a daily. Trashy. Nothing says happiness like sitting back and watching people have a worse time than I am.

(I think I might be a bad person.)

(Oh well.)

Sorrento: What is your weakness?

“My biggest weakness just so happens to be children. I love kids. They might not love me, but god dammit I love the little ones. I think it’s important to treat children with as much respect and love as possible. They’re gonna be the ones taking care of this earth after we’re gone. Love is a contagious thing, but some generations have lacked the ability to spread it.”

New York City: What gets you up in the morning?

“The thought of making someone’s day just a tiny bit better. I don’t have a super important job compared to the doctors at the hospital, but it’s nice to get some smiles. When people find encouragement in me, it makes me happy. Man, I’m soft.”

#&MSSG #tianxh

@tianxh - "That doesn't answer my question but nice try! I'm upset..."

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And there it went – his warm, genuine grin; wiped off of the very surface of his face. Despite being told off, the waiter remained there, shamefaced and wide-eyed with a tray in hand and the menu in the other. He was asked beforehand by the manager in charge to approach the customer’s table, to maybe ask how the food was or if he needed something else to satisfy whatever craving he had. But he should’ve given it a thought, seeing as the man looked busy with all the paperwork scattered all over the table to accompany his bowl of fresh noodles. “I-I’m sorry, sir, I just..” He muttered, the tone of his voice meek. “I wanted to ask if you were okay with your o-order?”

He didn’t mean it that way—he’s stressed, frustrated, but mostly said those harsh words out of the fact that he hasn’t got enough sleep the day before; Myungsoo doesn’t like mute conversations, awkward interactions with people he barely knew. He’s cautious, he always was and it’s a habit that he cannot seem to efface from himself. It was around two in the afternoon that he woke up, stomach empty, grumbling as he felt the need to eat a thousand pounds to get him right back on his feet—stumbling upon the noodle shop was good, it was a first because he never really had the chance to do anything on his own when he’s busy. As a matter of fact, he still is, with some papers scattered on the table he’s occupying, barely even giving a small space for the bowl to take place; he turns back to the waiter after subtly realizing his words when the man did nothing to hurt him or to speak with such innocence made his guilt crawl up even further. Myungsoo licks his lips, tongue gazing along his chapped pair as he spoke. “It’s good.” He says, despite only tasting the soup, the noodles are soggy now, being damped with hot water doesn’t seem to be a good idea—the dumplings floating along the edge of the bowl, waiting to be devoured.

“It’s really good.”

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