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it's summer!
that means i'm out of a job for 3 months. consider commissioning me to support my work (and get some cool art of ur oc or blorbo or whatever you want)
or if you super like my work consider subbing on ko-fi. im still trying to think of more benefits to includeee. rn if u pledge 15€ per month u get monthly sketch requests (or u stack em to a full com over a few months i guess?)
and some more examplez
more commission info: https://shadow.carrd.co
ill advertise it in proper once i have some new art, but please welcome the new heavy force website
and please please talk to me abt my story
how do i convince the insecure part of my brain that "no one makes art like me" is a GOOD thing? he keeps being sooooo depressed about how our art is sooooo out there and no one will like it bc its too weird and different and it would be sooo much better if we drew more like everyone else (whatever that means)
i know that uniqueness is a strength and that it is my strength; that i will unapologetically express myself however i want depending on the moment. i think that fucks. so how can the rest of me learn that, too??¿???????
you know what makew me so fucking enraged? that "ai" has claimed the sparkles emoji. thats my fucking emoji i fucking love sparkle emoji DO NOT TAKE THIS FROM ME YOU SHITHEADS
i hate that in order to make ppl interested in ur ocs u need to share them. terrible. what if theyre cringe and an angry mob kills me?
im never gonna reblog my old sonic art again my notifs are so fucked now
i know that i need to be annoying abt it and like make a million posts talking abt how much i love my ocs but i rly rly rly hate being annoying and taking up space and forcing myself to be the center of attention; especially if i end up being ignored anyways
idk i think it fucks with my head to know i have 12 thousand followers and the same 3 ppl like my posts
i know that most of them are here for sonic but eghhhhh
i just realized something.
I don't fit a mold. I'm unmarketable. I'm fucking weird.
That's fine.
Everyone can fuck off and me and the other two weirdos in my notes will be fine.
