ill advertise it in proper once i have some new art, but please welcome the new heavy force website
and please please talk to me abt my story

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ill advertise it in proper once i have some new art, but please welcome the new heavy force website
and please please talk to me abt my story
how do i convince the insecure part of my brain that "no one makes art like me" is a GOOD thing? he keeps being sooooo depressed about how our art is sooooo out there and no one will like it bc its too weird and different and it would be sooo much better if we drew more like everyone else (whatever that means)
i know that uniqueness is a strength and that it is my strength; that i will unapologetically express myself however i want depending on the moment. i think that fucks. so how can the rest of me learn that, too??¿???????
you know what makew me so fucking enraged? that "ai" has claimed the sparkles emoji. thats my fucking emoji i fucking love sparkle emoji DO NOT TAKE THIS FROM ME YOU SHITHEADS
i hate that in order to make ppl interested in ur ocs u need to share them. terrible. what if theyre cringe and an angry mob kills me?
i know that i need to be annoying abt it and like make a million posts talking abt how much i love my ocs but i rly rly rly hate being annoying and taking up space and forcing myself to be the center of attention; especially if i end up being ignored anyways
idk i think it fucks with my head to know i have 12 thousand followers and the same 3 ppl like my posts
i know that most of them are here for sonic but eghhhhh
i just realized something.
I don't fit a mold. I'm unmarketable. I'm fucking weird.
That's fine.
Everyone can fuck off and me and the other two weirdos in my notes will be fine.
got reminded on thoam blog i have dozens of pages of notes breaking down why frontiers is a shit game and why sonic prime was a shit show and why the generations "remaster" is a ripoff and lame and it took me until now to realize how fucking unhealthy that is lmao......... me for the past 3 years holding on to sonic by a thread and that single little thread was my hatred for capitalism
i post rarely but at least my garbage is high quality whenever i do