Habits
Train of thought derailing,
Heart pumping, obeying,
I know i need to stop,
I know this is just not good for me,
Though, i hold on, can´t let go.
Sickening within me,
Shadows in my mind,
Can even turn my stomache,
And make me see those blurry lines.
I need to stop, for myself,
For myself, I trust,
So whatever it is, I trust,
Life wants my best, I trust.
And when demons come for me, I´ll be strong enough.
-CMC-











