Vultures

Collection of lyrics, thoughts, poems...a bit mystic, a bit sensitive, a bit blunt, overall authentic.     https://cristinamc1812.wixsite.com/misitio 

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Compassion and passion

They say I need more patience,

Round around the corner,

There might be someone,

You say you don´t want to fall,

For anyone, in love,

Yet you feel, feel deep, I see.

 I see you, next to me,

In my arms.

I cuddle next to you, safe,

I feel like loving you,

So just let me, I need this,

I need this sweet one.

Compassion for myself,

Because I´ve been way too hard,

Passion for my own life, sweet one,

Compassion because I am better that way,

And passion for you dear one.

 I see you, next to me, everyday,

Right in the morning, during the night,

I cuddle safe beside you,

I feel like making love to you,

Let me, let me love you,

I need this, need to be like this sweet one.

Cristina MC.

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Butterflies

A little tremor as I walk by,

To your encounter, what would this be?

There you are, smiling at me,

Here I am, free-spirited.

Glimming in the dark,

Being cuddle, like in a womb,

And together we make something new,

You haven´t made before,

I haven´t given before,

Right from scratch.

Would they watch us, from up above?

Maybe next to us,

Taking care of our steps,

As we come together,

Rearranging pieces around,

So you and I finally meet.

Butterfly, little white one,

Passing by like in a dream I had,

Telling stories, whispering in my ears,

Good times and joy, carry me on your wings.

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Chakra flower.

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Surprise me life!

Here I come, once again,

Running, tripping, am I dreaming?

I feel deep within,

this joy is growing, growing, growing.

Feel me, taste me, hold me,

tight, really tight.

Life! hold me, nurture me, I jump,

Faith jumping now,

Catch me now.

Surprise me when I´m not looking,

Behind my back, I won´t expect it,

I wasn´t expecting this,

Sometimes I´m weary, worn down,

This storm, I seem to be right on its eye!

So life, feel me, taste me, hold me tight,

real real tight.

Life! hold me, nurture me, I am jumping,

Can´t see the ground,

Catch me now.

- Cristina MC.

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Wild one

Running through the wide field,

windy day, sunshine lurking,

hair is loose as my will.

One step after the other,

feeling adrenaline kick in,

finally free from my own limitations,

that hell was a long ride.

Step aside, pretty one,

you come with me or not,

no half-ways, no more grey,

I´m coming with full might,

full steam, wild fire,

are you coming along, running along with me?,

you´re the wild one, sweet child,

but i got the spark.

Cmc.

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Some flowers

#For me and for you.

May your day feels good,

May every night feels warm,

And when the moon is shining down on us,

May you feel one with the world.

Even on the heaviest day and darkest night,

Sun will rise again, undefeatable,

And the saddest moments and blank spaces,

That fabric of energy never stops moving around,

So, stop and feel your breathing,

Put some music on and dance some more,

Let that permanent invisible joy overtake you,

and take you where you´re supposed to be.

-CMC-

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Good bye!

To all grudges, to old me,

To old hurts, to old me,

To old loves, that hurt me,

To failed lifetime friendships,

Good bye.

To this year, that went by so fast,

To old eating-brain fears, so heavy inside,

To all my heartache, behind me,

Good bye.

To the last broken pieces of me,

To those tears i didn´t cry well enough,

To a dream that brought me here,

This year went by so fast, so,

Good bye.

And to a new beginning, open hearted,

I drink my beer proudly,

And as I watch fireworks in a sky with stars,

I feel life has something better for me, this time.

-Cmc-

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New Year

Behind I leave old bones, old shedded skin, I need no more.

You´re old sorrow, heavy in my heart for so long.

You are all the spark I leave behind my steps. A new chapter now begins.

Once brokenhearted, shadow dweller, where have I been?

This year passed me by fast, passed me by hard, cried many times. No regrets.

No more looking back, thinking of him, thinking of them, thinking of a broken dream.

Past is dust, dust is gone with the wind. Earth and fire next to me.

Water and fire within me.

I spark my own flame, follow my own steps, the road ahead is mine for the take. No more looking back to this year gone by.

Old wounds, old hurts, former lovers, friends and occupations.

A dream that I couldn´t entirely grasp. Only for seconds, between my hands. Only for seconds. Now is gone. So, i´m gone too. I am new.

This year is fresh and blooming, most fertile ground within, now I know.

Light is my expression, no more baggage upon me.

Leave all that no longer serves me, hold everything that is good for my heart. Here I come. New and old at the same time. Wiser and fooler, a year to come. Joy is my right. I will let you shine.

-CMC

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La Merced - Peru

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Habits

Train of thought derailing,

Heart pumping, obeying,

I know i need to stop,

I know this is just not good for me,

Though, i hold on, can´t let go.

Sickening within me,

Shadows in my mind,

Can even turn my stomache,

And make me see those blurry lines.

I need to stop, for myself,

For myself, I trust,

So whatever it is, I trust,

Life wants my best, I trust.

And when demons come for me, I´ll be strong enough.

-CMC-

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Little white heron. Lima-Peru

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Present

Sometimes, it is really hard to just stay present

and don't try and wanna know what's going to happen,

when, where, that trust is the hardest bitch ever.

But I will conquer it.

My might is my biggest weapon.

My heart is my biggest gift.

So, i guess, i will love me regardless,

fearlessly, shamelessly, upfront and center,

brave and gentle.

I conquer me everyday, as i write, cry or lay in bed,

thinking, wishing, hoping, feeling...

i let go one more time, hold me in real tight.

I fly tonight.

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Come on child

I know child I know child,

Your baggage was imposed on you with a hammer,

Overlapping and intoxicating your brightest spots,

Fear can be so deceiving.

 I know child, I know child,

Once upon a time lack consumed you,

Leaving you empty like a shell,

Mindless limits and restrictions.

 But now you see,

Love is powerful, love is absolute.

Shred those ties and overcome the shadow,

Fill up with light, drop the fight,

We are more powerful,

We are meant to thrive, to shine bright.

 Child, there´s no darkness,

Stronger than the light within you,

There´s no demon, not willing to be loved,

No monster too big, you cannot hold,

And all those lies that felt so real,

Just let them fade and dissipate,

Just let them all go away.

 -CMC-

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Timing

Keep me in the moment,

Don´t let go.

Keep me focus in the present,

I hold on.

So many jumps of faith this year,

So many out-of-my-comfort zones,

Trying to find my own pace with you,

Trying to give you love.

When time is good,

Weather is nice,

You and I, staring at the night sky,

I will know, for certain,

Trusting is the way to go.

-CMC-

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Let Love

Let it beat inside,

Let it sing wild and wild,

These melody is getting stronger,

Love is getting louder.

Let it speak.

Speak until is your voice,

The only one in my being.

Speak until no more noise around,

Can intefere between you and I.

Let it break you,

Open wide, open wise.

Let it swirl you, unafraid.

I know, I know, life has knocked you hard,

Many times.

Trust is hard earn sometimes.

Nevertheless, let it win you,

Rise you above all doubt,

Moreover, let it fill you up,

Until love is all you are.

-CMC-

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So far this year...

Here we are, sitting, reflecting, thinking.

Things seem wild sometimes,

I cannot hold them inside,

The world keeps on spinning, and I,

I keep on my own way tonight.

This year, so hard at times.

This year, so tender, oh my.

Bad situations, all messed up,

Then, there is you and there is I.

I changed since day one, entirely.

I changed and I am not looking back.

From fighter to hermit...to something else.

I live my life by my own thermometer,

Heartache no longer of mine.

Though the path is unclear i know i´m walking,

crawling, painting, crying, waiting, meditating.

I need a little miracle tonight,

So, hopefully this letter of mine,

Gets to you, whereever you are.

And for all those who feel a bit lonely,

I always have you on my heart.

-CMC-

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Samhein

Here it goes the ashes,

Burnt from darkness and grief,

No more pain in the past,

No more fear of what is to come.

I drink a glass of tea,

Get a candle and dance,

Remembering how it used to be,

Way, way far back.

Mother Ocean told me today,

All is good, all is safe,

Sun was shining through every wave,

Ripples of love calling our names.

-CMC-