I AM READY TO FORGIVE
I woke up this morning and I felt different. I felt like I was ready to be a leader to myself. This year I have become more in touch with my spirituality and the spirit realm. I am better at trusting my intuition and getting better at connecting with my higher self. I received a tarot reading last night having to do with messages from deceased loved ones. It felt in my soul that I was meant to listen to that reading. The reading perfectly described my father who past away when I was 17 years old from liver cancer. The reading mentioned how they were sorry for how they treated me when they were alive and a sincere "I'm sorry" was always what I wanted my dad to say to me. He was an alcoholic and kind of a reckless soul. I always held a grudge against my father for how he affected me with his alcoholism. I remember multiple times where he would drive drunk with me in the car. How he would get angry at me if I was mad at him for being drunk. He went to jail multiple times throughout my life and never really had a stable job. At one point he lived in a camper where we played cards for entertainment. He was not the perfect father but I know without a second of doubt that he loved me with his whole heart. I am ready to move on from my past and I am ready to forgive him.
