Backwards
I feel like nothing in my life is moving forward except my age and the years. I thought things would be so different when I turned twenty five and don't get me wrong things in my life is different but it feels like I'm not moving in the direction I want to. When I was a kid I thought I would be writing stories with my brother and cousin and they would illustrate the stories and all the kids would read them. But now I don't talk cousin and I avoid my brother. I don't write stories no more. SO WHY NOT FUCKING START. GOD DAMN I AM A BITCH A WHINY LIL BITCH! I STILL HAVE HOPE THAT I CAN DO THOSE THINGS! I MIGHT BE GOING THROUGH SHIT NOW BUT IT! GETS! BETTEEEEEERR! FUCK NO! NO MORE DUCKING AND DIVING! MY EMOTIONS CAN SUCK A DICK AND MY JOB CAN SUCK MULTIPLE DICKS! LIKE GIRAFFE AND ELEPHANTS AND WHALE DICKS!!! I uh will be better write stories make videos. I have to uh be great. Fuck yeah
