H a p p i n e s s ; such a pretty word for such an unreachable task. ( word count: 1068 )
Emma stepped out of the room the moment Professor Honeywhistle finished her speech; calm steps guiding her out into the empty halls and towards the open courtyard. If she was to cast a spell that required pure, simple joy, she’d never be able to cast it surrounded by people - people who saw her one way, and one way only. Even in mirth and delight, you become vulnerable to that sole minute memory that’s supposed to bring you strength.
Her eyes close and she breathes in the moist in the air, searching into her memory for that one time she felt true happiness - the moment she made Captain? No, that was simple satisfaction, not happiness and the spell only came with a meek wisp of white light. The first moment on a broom? With her brothers, that was happiness, but it was also pride, and so it was more potent but there was still no form to her charm.
She breathed in, and suddenly she wished she was at home. Home, home, home - up in the mountains and hills full of life, wide open spaces and infinity in the horizon. Home, where the air was filled with musk and rain and the sun kisses your face with tender compassion. Home, where she ran barefooted through the meadows and into the forest, only to be sanctioned for staining her sparkly dress with mud and losing her shoes; that was only once, however. A chill morning of December after Christmas and before the New Year, dressed in frilly skirts, white tights and a pink bow on her hair. Pretty, tiny witch just turned seven years of age, mother had ordered the cooks to bake her favorite dessert and create her favorite meal - peaches, strawberries, and chocolate adorning the long mahogany table on their dining room. Velvety shoes on her feet, they were slightly tighter than they were meant to but Emma said nothing, for they were for big girls and her father loved them. Her brothers, Damian and Jackson, walked into the hall by the front door, hands stretching out to welcome the guests into their lovely, regal residence - charming smiles and enchanting eyes glinting with delight, for this was a joyful celebration worthy of every noble member of their kind. And the only thing she heard above the buzz and the harps playing soft, dulcet music was the boastful voice of her father, cigar in mouth as he spoke of his only daughter, the apple of his eye.
Crystal and rose gold decorations floated atop of their heads; delicacies with cherubim wings cast a charm into the main hall - this was a young lady, turned seven years of age, with bright eyes and a brighter future ahead. Her fingers tapped against the window, nose nearly touching its cold surface - snow flakes dancing on the air, shiny and beautiful icy flakes against the bright eastern sun. Polished nails rest on her shoulder, and she looks up to see her mother - blue eyes like hers and a tender, composed smile on her lips.
“What is it, love? Are you not happy with your birthday party? Look at how many presents you have!”
“Yes - no. I want to go outside and play. Why can’t we go outside?”
“Because you’ll ruin your dress, dear.” Her mother laughs, but it’s not a shrill sound but an amused one, as she calls to her older brother without Emma noticing. “It’s proper decorum that you stay at your own party, Emma - oh, Jackson, love, have you gone out to gather the rest of the portkeys? Make sure to do so while Damian and I greet the crowd...I believe your father is all but ready to begin the feast, so you’ll have perhaps a few minutes.”
Turning on her heels, her mother left the scene; and so, of course, her brother leaned in closer - a finger to his lip with a hush and took her hand, whisking her away from the crowd and out into the grounds through the back door.
“But - but I’m not supposed to leave.” Emma whispered, fighting back the tilt in her voice, she didn’t want to not leave.
“You are never supposed to do the things you want, Emmy - but ‘till you learn how to go about that, you have a big brother who can make it happen for you.”
Emma closes her eyes and flakes of white, pure snow drench blonde, curly hair - cheeks rosy with smiles and the frigid wind, as she runs into the meadows barefooted because her shoes hurt too much and she just happened to lose them. Her name echoes into the wide space, her brother a few steps behind, warning her of the time - just a few minutes, she says, just a bit more, I want to dance in the snow and skate on the ice.
You spotted your dress, mother will die! He says half in laughter and half in worry as he looks over his shoulder, for dinner will start soon and the guest of honor is not inside. I have others, the tiny witches shouts back, gloved hands throwing the piles of snow into the air, and she twirls around on the same spot, frill skirt billowing and for a second - for one tiny, breathe of moment, a twinkling light flights above her head - small, human like creature with flimsy wings lands on her open hand and leans to look at her with curious wide eyes. Emma smiles at her, before the fairy opens her mouth - a high pitch ring and then she sets flight, making the witch look up; fairy lights glittering high, high above among the purple skies.
Bright white light emitted from the tip of her wand, glowing and wafting on the air ‘till it rapidly began to gather on the floor- an arctic fox lowering his head before it hopped on the bench bellow the arched window to her side, bouncing then around her to land on a spot on the cobblestone ground at her feet.
“Why, look at that...” Emma kneels down, as if to pet the top of its head. “I guess I'm not as empty as I thought.”