There’s a saying you hear often...”if you love someone set them free. If they come back they’re yours; if they don’t they never were.”
I am not entirely sure how much I believe that, but it’s what I’ve chosen when it comes to you. I love you. I really love you and I’ve never fully had you. We had so much without actually giving it a real shot. You gave me what I needed emotionally and I reciprocated that towards you.
I don’t want to keep going back to how much sadness I feel inside because of how things ended. The amount of pain I feel when I go down that road can be overwhelming.
I think of the good times.
I think of our long talks.
I think of the bond I felt was unbreakable.
I think of the support we had from each other.
At this point, my only other option is to convince myself that this was the right decision for us at this point in our lives. I have to tell myself that I will be okay without you and that I will find something that gives me the same satisfaction. I mean how many real loves can one have in their life?