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and yuh tell me drake is one sided.... ssmhd 🙄

wait is his a fudkigh jaisy and jailey parallel

also no I don't want them to start a relationship cuz like they need to sort out their issues first especially drew... but like I don't think the problem with drake is that it's "one sided" the problem is that they both have attachment issues

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AITA for not telling my best friend I like music??

Ok the title may seem stupid but hear me (minor,M) out. During middle school I always got bullied for liking music and singing. Don't ask me why. But I practically had no friends until he came. We'll call him D (my age,M).

He never knew for my passion for music, but he was super nice to me and bought be gifts, and as more time passed we pretty much became best friends. Everything was great but the thing is that he was one of those people who bullied others for liking music.IDK WHY so much people in my school hate music but bear with me. But the point was, he was one of them. So I was scared to him about my love for music, even though I just really wanted to join the music club. I really wanted to sing. But I never could.

Anyway, a few years pass and I'm already in high school. I have three friends, one of them being, like I've mentioned earlier, D. It's all pretty cool, life was cool but D still bullied our schools music club members, and so our two friends and I joined. I felt like I had to bully them along with D or I would lose D. I couldn't bear the thought of losing D. I just had to pretend to be someone I wasn't so he could accept me, I guess.

I forgot to mention that I have kind of a huge crush on this girl (we'll call her Y.) She was one of the only people who were nice to me besides D. And I really, really like her but we don't talk too much. And I've been meaning to ask her out for years but i was always just waiting for the right moment. It had to be perfect!

Then one day, the teacher announced that there's a band competition coming up soon, and that the schools music club is accepting new members. I really wanted to join, but I knew my friends would bully me relentlessly. I couldnt go through that. So after school I decided to sing, and I thought I was alone but Y heard me and she said I sang like an angel. I don't exactly remember how or what happened - but long story short, she asked me to join the music club because I'm a Great singer and I SAID YES. I lost control and I said yes, because i just couldn't say no to HER!! But I couldn't break my promise to join the club, but I also didn't want my friends to leave me. But in the end I decided to join the music club, after making them know what a great singer I am. I tried telling myself that I was just doing this for Y, but in the back of my mind I knew i really liked the club.

A day after, I told D and the others about joining the club, snd just like I expected, D didn't like it. So I told him I was gonna leave after the competition, and that I'm going to ask Y out right after the competition. I told him that I was doing it all for Y. Something told me that he still didn't like my decision... well, at least he didn't know that I actually liked music. That I wasn't one of them freaks as we would call them.

More time passed, and things were doing great! I spent more and more time in the rehearsals, but less time with my other friends and then I realized that I actually really felt like I belong to the music club. That they accepted me. I wasn't scared of being myself anymore. It was just relaxing for once. I felt safer than I ever did before.

D definitely didn't like the amount of time I spent at the rehearsals. I tried to reassure him saying that it was just for the time being, and once Y and I got together, I would stop. But the truth is, I already warmed up to the club, and k really didn't want to leave it. I got so close to everyone there in such a short amount of time. But I still didn't want to lose D and the others. So I sort of had to lie I guess.

More time passed and D was getting really angry. I barely spent time with him and the others. He would constantly argue with one of my best friends from the club (we'll call her H) and it would get pretty tense. I just wanted everyone to get along. But D hated the club and H hated D. Which makes sense given how much we bullied her and the others, but I just really wish we could all just be friends.

I also forgot to mention an important detail; D has a girlfriend (we'll call her Z). Z is cheating on him and is using both her partners for money. But D doesn't know that. But I did. But I didn't tell him.

So even more times, and the competition was getting really close. At first, the plan was that I would sing. But after some time, we decided H would sing with me. She has really bad stage fright but we knew we could go through it together. At one point, I spent a night at D's place with others after a long time of not really talking to any of them. Z was also there.

Once D found out H was singing with me, and once I told him that I sort of liked the music club, he got really angry. I don't wanna get too much into it, but eventually I felt pressured to say a bunch of mean things about the club I didn't mean. D told me they were just manipulating me and wanted to use me to get everything their way. Z told me they "had me around their pinky finger".

I got really anxious because this whole time i was getting really tired of H and D wanting me to be on their side. So I started saying how I joined the club for Y and for nothing else, and called H's stage and the whole music club fright stupid. I really didn't mean any of it I was just really overwhelmed! Some time passed and we all went on. I felt super guilty about what I said but I thought it wouldn't matter, because it's not like the music club knew!

But I was wrong. They found out. I don't know how, or who, but someone recorded everything I said and shared it to the whole school. And they all found out. They got really angry and upset, which makes sense. They were bullied in the past as well and I was such an idiot for all that I said.

They kind of kicked me out of the club. They never said it out loud, but I knew i wasn't welcome anymore. H was crying, really badly. Gosh.

I just wanted to be friends with everyone but it didn't work out.

After a few days I decided I wanted to apologize. I didn't know how to though. The club would constantly ignore me and my messages.

But I knew someone recorded it. Recorded all my mean words. I just assumed it was D. I told it to his face about it but he looked confused. I also told him about how Z's cheating in him, and let's just say he didn't take any of that well. I really didn't want to talk to him anymore. I just wanted to talk to the club.

So I decided to apologize through a school speaker by breaking in. Everyone heard all I had to say. How I was sorry about what I did, and that I would strip down butt naked if that's what It would take for them to forgive me. I said some real dumb stuff. I just wanted them to know how sorry I was.

...and it worked! We all got together again and further awaited the competition (which was just in a few days).

But D comes in again and we get into an argument. About how Z cheated in him and stuff. He was especially upset because I didn't tell him about it earlier. About how I didn't talk with him shit anything lately. About how he didn't know about my passion for singing, and how he wanted to be a good friend, but he simply couldnt because I would never tell him things.

I already mentioned how I didn't want to lose him.. I didn't feel like he would want me around anymore if he knew how much of s freak I was.

I apologized in hopes that he would understand, and said that I could be both friends with the club and him.but he didn't take it well.

He said how I was "manipulative" to him because I "tricked him" into being friends with him.

How could've I told him about liking music if he would constantly bulky people for liking music?? How would he understand?? How would I know that he wouldn't mind??

But in the end, he dumped me and called me a freak. It was official. We were no longer friends.

I.. I don't know what to do. It's clear he's not taking any apologies... he would definitely not like being apologized through a school speaker... I don't think he wants to talk to me anymore, ever.

But I was really wondering. Was I really the a**hole for not telling him I liked music? He clearly felt betrayed. But I didn't think he would want to be friends with me anymore if I did tell him. But it clearly hurt him. But I don't know...

AITA?

I'd say you're kinda the asshole here for not communicating with him, and he has every right to not want to be on speaking terms with you.

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