Oct 25, 2024
if i don’t get ****** within an inch of my life soon im gonna lose my mind
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if i don’t get ****** within an inch of my life soon im gonna lose my mind
i bleached my new boxers and i’ve only worn them twice 😐
one annoying thing they dont talk about with periods is the annoying ass heart palpitations
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uterus stuff: good lord, the prescription-strength anti-inflammatories I'm taking for my back pain are doing almost nothing for my cramps today. and meanwhile I gotta be at work and sit through meetings and phone calls and generally act like my abdomen doesn't feel like a horse is standing on it while all I wanna do is go home and catch up on tv and read trashy fanfic. @ people without uteruses, pls be gentle with your uterus-ed friends, we go through shit like this a lot more often than we let on. send us hugs and cookies and blankets and stuff, we'll love you forever.
The doctor went pretty well, as doctors go. He took a LOT of time to talk to me and work with me on my shoulder problem, and also was like “oh shit you are overdue on like every medical test there is, we’re giving you all of them.”
The good: he put me on a muscle relaxant for my shoulder, so get ready for some fun shitposts in the next few days, hah. He also (and this is the best part, but the one I’ve been scared of) gave me a standard depression screening and put me on a medication for it. Tbh I’ve needed that for a long long time (years?) but my last therapist never suggested it and I was afraid to bring it up, and I really haven’t wanted to go back into talk therapy. It’s exhausting. But this guy was just “oh shit we need to put you on something stat, this isn’t something talk therapy can fix.” I tend to agree, because talk therapy has never helped with this long-term depression. I’m hoping this ends up being a really good thing. It was unexpected, but I'm glad it happened.
The bad: ugh he spent way too much time discussing my weight and recommending a series of books on diet and stuff, even though I explained to him that I’ve literally lost 30 pounds on my own in the last couple of years and know exactly how this works. I’m fine, my blood presume is fine, I’m healthy as a horse, I just….am also chubby. He was also inordinately concerned that I’m single and reported a low sex drive, which I didn’t really even list as problem, just a fact? Idk, even doctors who are good at diagnosing and helping treat problems aren’t always the best at this stuff. It’s frustrating because it’s all so universal…I expected to get those talks, and he didn’t disappoint. :-/
i just put so much lotion on my ass that i slipped off the toilet
@ironjackflintworld asked for 6, 24, 48 from this post: http://hannza-pie.tumblr.com/post/134691960660/tmi-tmi-tmi-tmi-tmi-tmi (I'm on mobile, which is why I can't embed the link) 6-tattoos I want: None. There are designs I'll look at and go "oh, I like that" but I've never been able to see myself getting a tattoo. 24-a turn-on: honestly, idk. (I find it really hard to connect to people on romantic or sexual levels, even when I want to-and that's really rare. QPRs FTW.) 48-last prank call I remember making: um...probably when I was on a school trip in middle school and some friends called another friend who wasn't on the trip. We were thirteen, jetlagged, and had eaten a bunch of candy. That's really the only prank call I've ever participated in, and it was over a decade ago. I'm a really boring person.