This is actually a no where near finished, magical sea creature that I was working on for @themakersmedley #tmmocean from last month. . life has been insane. Warning, long story that leaves me vulnerable and exposes my personal struggles: Mum is in the hospital at the moment. She's no longer in danger of surgery. She's just under observation now. I'm truly spoonless at the moment. If I didn't have the warm humid air to blanket me I'd be losing mind. I can't sleep. Why have I never been a depressive that over slept. To sleep perchance to escape reality. This is the perfect example of a perfect storm that shows how my life is without a caregiver. It's absurd that I can't get medical services I need because they arbitrarily decided that I'm not disabled enough. This is what happens when you don't look disabled. I'm having a flare because the hospital messed up my meds yet again. I had just found some balance and almost feels human. Of course that doesn't change the fact that I can't physically or mentally handle the most basic necessities of life. A permanently disabled person should not have a caregiver that's not nearly as physically disabled as me but is deeply disabled in other ways and has one physical aspect that can easily disable her forever. I'm only surviving because of the kindness of a friend. I should never live alone again...I need more help than I ever receive. . . . #digitalpainting #procreateart #dailydoodle #sketchbook #blvart #cartoon #artistsoninstagram #artfido #originalart #illustration #drawsomethingshowcase #doodleart #semirealism #artsanity #arts_help #designinspiration #artsy #instadraw #instaartist #instaart #artlovers #artlife #creativeminds #illustrationart #worldvisualcollective #ipad #gothic (at Boston, Massachusetts)
