#to asra

[witchinggerman]

I tweaked an energy potion today and then asked Asra for guidance during my researches. I don't know if he ever was more pleased with me than during those hours today.

[witchinggerman]

I don't like burning herbs like sage or any herb really for cleansing purposes. The smoke doesn't sit right with me and I'm stressed out just using incense because my smoke alarm has been known to go off if I'm cooking water (has happened thrice already).

But I still want to benefit from the cleansing/warding/intended effect of a herb.

So why not drink them as a tea? The herb's essences will still be in the air but in addition to that I'll have them in my body as well. And those I can't or don't want to drink, I can still use for cooking and have the same effect.

[witchinggerman]

This will be a wild mix of answering every mention/reblog - I hope. @rebuildthemanor

I’m not a big fan of most insects as well but that one looked very interesting and he wasn’t touching me or even really, really near me, so that’s totally fine. If I encounter red beetles I would scream that would not be funny!

The others have picked up on my code without me telling them about it, so I feel like that was a great idea of mine (Hades for example drowned me in a pile of puppies in a dream a few nights ago when I went to sleep with a hair tie on my left wrist).

Please don’t worry about being MIA, especially if you were a good kind of busy. 

I totally used the Google saving method and not just to get some coins. I’m one chapter away from being at the current ‘end’ with Asra’s route and I’ve stopped before starting the last part of Justice with Julian because... that one is so stressful and I know what will happen and I’m not ready to go through that again!

I’m not sure if I will print the cards out or if I photo print them. I feel like the colors would look better if I use the photo option because my printer is... well. He likes printing words. Other stuff not so much. And even if I use a copy shop I’m unsure about the results. But either way I’ll use a diy deck till I can buy the official. Maybe they could do a printing on demand or something...

Skipping a day?!  That must have been hard. My time’s at 5:30 am right now but I think I want set it to the evening because somes days I can sleep a little bit longer but then the time would be later and when I wake up for the earlier days I can’t spin it. First world apprentice problems

Do I want to know your bedtime?

I love Julian’s blushes. Every last one of them.

My new Loki Shirt is at the beginning of this post and I LOVE IT. It’s so soft! I really want more Loki MErch as well. And Bucky. (But that not for any spiritual reasons, haha). Although the Loki Funko I own was for before starting as a witch and everything. 

One of these days(Weeks?) you should totally do that and wear everything you own. 

Choosing is hard! If I were imortal I’d use my life to really study everything I’m interested in.

Your classes seem very interesting. Are they fun as well?

Your pets account is life! He definitely enjoys your pet encounters and encourages it as well I’d say.

I’m really not great at communicating these things and I don’t know how to tell her and what if she thinks it’s stupid and I’m stupid and then there’s no more us. (I got serious issues with stuff like that which is stupid)

But yeah, ten years, hehe. There has been talk about marriage someday. 

Please don’t fight them and end up hurt! And that goes for all of you!

Confusing other people is my middle name. I think most people know that I’m in a relationship (maybe?) but not how long and if it’s man or woman. I don’t know I ever had a real coming out like “hey I’m____” because that’s not who I am. My parents knew if like after nearly a year? Because they asked. But otherwise... I don’t make a secret of it and if it fits I say girlfriend but yeah. Where was I ging with this? XD

I’ve meditated a little about a book for Asra and I’ve got the feeling it will be either magic or herbal related. But yeah, it could totally be it’s still in production. Asra works in mysterious ways - mostly because they are not as flashy and dramatic as Loki’s. But that’s like a given.

Since I finally bought a new printer I can print out music sheets and really practice. I had to do that using my laptop before and that was not comfortable. After finishing this reply I’ll search for interesting songs. 

That would be really cool also I’d probably be totally starstruck by you and couldn’t utter a word. 

Yes, please PM me about that summary! And maybe the book title as well? 

[witchinggerman]

I think I'm on a roll atm @rebuildthemanor. *crosses fingers so that my luck stays positive*

Now I should start thinking about books to buy. Why are decisions so hard....

[witchinggerman]

That explains so much...!

I just learned that Muriel & I share the same birthday. I harbor some motherly feelings towards him but I thought that’s because Asra deeply cares for him and therefore I picked up on that feeling. But this runs so much deeper. 

You may wonder why? It’s because my actual mother and I share the same birthday. Hey Muriel, if I ever end up calling you mum, sorry not sorry? And yes, from a young age onwards I learned to care for my mother like a mother would so of course I’m still projecting that feeling to older people.

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Yesterday I did @unmaskingthedivine‘s Tree of Life Shadow Work Spread that is  accompanying the January Shadow Work Challenge. 

This was the deepest Tarot session I had as of now and I’m still exhausted. Luckily I had Asra with me or otherwise I would have shied away from going that deep down. I still only scraped the surface of my Shadow but I still feel like there has been a break through. I do need to take an even deeper look at the answers which I’ll do while doing the journal prompts of that challenge. 

After I went for a walk through the woods while enjoying the sun to get back to my inner balance but I’m still fucking exhausted. There will be no deep workings today.

I think I might have dreamed of my Shadow though. He - although I’m not sure if that’s the always to use pronouns - was really not what I expected but in a good way? I dunno I feel like he may be genderfluid or non binary. But that’s not important right now. Important is how I was wary at first but as soon as I heard his voice I felt at ease. We will go on this journey together even though we both don’t know the way. But we’ll be together and not work against each other.

[witchinggerman]

Note to self (ish)/ Asra

I feel like Asra wants me to either buy tea or simply make some for him.

But which?! I need more data, my dear...!

In other words I just had my free spin and I got his tea leaves. Again. I have his tea leaves trinket 5 times! I only have 12 trinkets total!