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and now muscle memory feels strange. you never unlearn how to ride a bike, you never unlearn how to

#eat a pear. tear open a tangerine. put makeup on.#to Be.#grief is love with nowhere to go.

oh yeah, we've all heard of boiling blood in veins, which is well and good but consider freezing it instead. she has.

#pluto mentioned signature kills & it made me remember.#granted this isn't her signature but! it's something she's very much capable of doing.#she can boil too. but she doesn't have the /best/ fire & heat control so that's done quite quickly.#but freezing? ice is her specialty as is necromancy (aka form of blood magic) so she can make that as slow & excruciating as she wants it #to be.#she has barely done it because of how terrible it is. i can only think of (1) blog example & it's for an ask i haven't written up yet :')#basically it needs to be BAD for her to resort to it. but she can & she will!#skills.#study.#ask to tag /

Demonstration...

You still can't see shit LMFAOOOOOOO but Solo Style (noise cancellers, SECURED)

The Vest........ another thing about it is that it's very seasonal as well, it is So Toasty.... so, unfortunately, not super suitable for everyday regardless of circumstance wear. Another factor as to why I haven't "done" anything with it, punk custom-wise. It's just not intended for that! Plus it's beautifully hand crafted!!! I may add some tiny trinkets to the safety pins with jump rings. That's as much as I can see myself doing, here. (The pins, are a lifesaver... literally the biggest issue I had w this was how the collar fit 😭 Something you just Don't Know until you wear a piece of clothing at least three times.)

Back to the jacket though, I also really like how it falls here. It almost looks dress-like, in the front... in a super androgynous way... And the way the bottom pockets are fully accessible under the vest. Very cool!

I CAN WEAR THIS!!!!!!!! I CAN WEAR THIS‼️‼️‼️‼️ I'M SO UNBELIEVABLY EXCITED TO HAVE SOMETHING I CAN WEAR THIS WITH!!!!!!!!!! I WILL layer this on top of my first-run jacket in the winter and it is. So Stupid LMFAOOOO (how I've got So Many protruding details in the back on that one...... VERY COOL was super fun to make But. Hhhgnhh)

I still get so much euphoria wearing this particular coat though like. Yeesss..... vanishing into the cozy shapeless void of dark blue flannel. Like if a blanket was a coat. It's AWESOME..... and it pairs SO WELL w the jacket. I just. Have to Make Sure. As I customize it. That it still pairs well with the coat LMFAOOOOO

Which is!!!! What I meant by "punk jacket you could sleep in". That is my design philosophy going into this......... Somehow. Honestly don't know how I'm gonna combine coziness with Spikes And Shit but. Fucking. Watch Me. I fucking guess!!!!!! 🫡

#my projects #to be.#i think MAYBE. i should actually design this around being able to combine it w these two pieces of clothing #just like how i intentionally placed the spikes on my first jacket to work w wearing a backpack #i think i def want to lean heavier into patches and painting too. i'm esp still SO enamoured by glow in the dark accents for jackets LMFAO #i've wanted to do a skeleton theme for a while. unsure if i will here. but like could you imagine...#lowkey lifcore......#idk how feasible something like that would be on this style of top though so like. don't hold me to it LMFAO #BUT if i did it would def be a subtle in the bg accent that i would layer a bunch of other shit on top of.#also... w the way this is likely some fucking combat uniform...... lowkey black parade core.....#MUCH. MUCH. TO THINK ABOUT. I'VE BEEN THINKING ABOUT IT. ALL DAY

all i ever wanted was to create a space where people like me- who dont feel entirely human- could feel like they belong...

#where people could take the human mask off for a while #where people could vent their frustrations and trauma with humanity #where people could feel like they were finally seen and understood #that we dont need to learn how to like being human or how to be human anyways- that its ok that we're not and maybe we dont want #to be.#i wanted to create a judgement free zone- for people like me who are judged mercilessly for the way we want to be #some of who have been made to feel less human bc of others treatment and decided to leave it behind #and others who just dont feel like its resonant with who they are inside.#thats all i wanted #i wanted to feel like i belong and to help other people feel like they belong.

Lizzy at 2pm on a weekday:

Booking Dot Com in another tab:

DEBIT CARD IN HAND:

"The fact that Jeff and Elon can't just hoy me out of orbit tomorrow on demand is a failure on their part. What EXACTLY is the p o i n t of them?? NASA is about to earn a VERY expensive security bill because my ADHD isn't patient."

#the TARDIS is right there but she WANTS.#TO BE.#A SECURITY THREAT #let her have her hobbies today she's restless <3 #and if nobody else is going to fight them she fucking will #space for the many not the few