Looking back as a former Hazbin Hotel critical and some self reflection
I know I said I left the Hazbin Hotel critical community in my last post, but I need to make this post because I felt like my last post was rushed and there are some things I need to talk about as I was going through my old posts and doing some self reflection. I've also written a scenario at the very end. This post is going to be a very long read so here we go.
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Looking back as a former Hazbin Hotel critical, this was the first time I had been to a critical community of any fandom. It was like a whole new experience to me critiquing a piece of media that is poorly written. At first I was just ranting about Valentino, then later on I posted my thoughts on Hazbin Hotel, made posts about the characters, and answering asks. It was also a investigative experience such as asking questions and reading ZooPhobia.
During these times, I genuinely did had a good time making the non-Hazbin Hotel characters that are better than [Hazbin Hotel character] and Shows that are better than Hazbin Hotel posts, answering asks (not counting the asks that wanted Charlie to suffer or murdered) and making some memes. Especially when I made a trilogy of characters that are better than Alastor because he's an edgelord in the worst way possible ever. Though some of my posts are a hit or miss.
Here are some of my personal favorites:
https://www.tumblr.com/peachi-blossom/757369773499826176/forms-that-are-scarier-than-alastors-full-demon
https://www.tumblr.com/peachi-blossom/769890922712481792/more-non-hazbin-hotel-characters-that-are-better
https://www.tumblr.com/peachi-blossom/770326590569725952/a-list-of-character-designs-and-character
https://www.tumblr.com/peachi-blossom/771340649622618112/tv-head-characters-that-are-better-than-vox
https://www.tumblr.com/peachi-blossom/771584444235677696/characters-that-are-better-than-velvette
https://www.tumblr.com/peachi-blossom/753949607703248896/shows-that-have-a-better-color-palette-than-hazbin
https://www.tumblr.com/peachi-blossom/757107566583169025/more-shows-that-have-a-better-color-palette-than
https://www.tumblr.com/peachi-blossom/757172001684209664/3-shows-that-have-better-songs-than-hazbin-hotels
https://www.tumblr.com/peachi-blossom/754309591361290240/i-made-this-from-a-month-ago
https://www.tumblr.com/peachi-blossom/769070818545238016/so-i-watched-the-mean-girls-2004-and-it-was <- (I edited my location of my official diagnosis of autism)
https://www.tumblr.com/peachi-blossom/770413387947687936/every-backlash-vivziepop-she-received-she-deserved
Although there were good times, there were things that needed to be talked about.
The first thing to talk about is Charlie Morningstar.
Recapping my events, I loathed her in the show (not in the pilot) because she behaved like a toddler at the end of episode 4 and didn't mature as a character through out the show.
NOTE: This first reblog below is from last June where I called her delusional, but I stopped calling her delusional now.
💬 1 🔁 12 ❤️ 47 · I picked Charlie Morningstar because she is the worst main character in animation history. She is a grown woman who is a
NOTE: The second reblog below is from July.
💬 5 🔁 20 ❤️ 189 · Episode 4 made me LOATHE Charlie Morningstar because she didn't even kill Valentino and rescue Angel Dust! Like, most cr
My criticism towards her was valid as I was giving out my opinions about her at first, but then I started to answered the asks that wanted her to suffer or murdered and started to become more aggressive towards her that my criticism towards her then ranges from petty to reasonable to going back to petty to concerning that my behavior towards her made some people uncomfortable. It's mainly because of her immature behavior in the show and Vivienne Medrano's poor writing skills. But still, I can't stand grown adults in real life who imitate and behave like her. It still grinds my gears so much.
Charlie Morningstar for me personally i don't really liked or hated her i just found her to be very boring as a Character. The fandom overhy
Hello good morning peachi as someone who liked Charlie Morningstar i can see why do you hate and dislike her. I don't exactly agree with eve
Peachi i don't really comfortable with you expressing harm toward Charlie. You hate her that's cool i won't tell you to liked her, however d
While I was going through my old posts about her, I realized that I treated her too harshly. I could've answered something different such as "How about we make Valentino suffer instead?" or put a "." or just answer no, but I answered them anyway because I didn't put any thought of what answer I could come up with.
Wait, I just admitted that I did want her to suffer/dead in the show on this post below before the three posts above...
💬 0 🔁 2 ❤️ 9 · Seriously it would be great seeing Charlie suffer and death that would be really satisfying. This bitch not only fucking st
And this...
💬 4 🔁 0 ❤️ 4 · Do you know any fanfic where charlie get brutally punished or tortured i really looking for one? i was reading yurnu blog h
I'm disappointed in myself now...
If you genuinely like her or find her okay, that's completely fine. Even though she's my least favorite female character and her immature behavior still grinds my gears, I don't have the petty hatred for her anymore nor do I have the desire of wanting her to suffer or dead because that was just incredibly stupid and immature of me when I was 19. I got too worked up on hating her. To the people who are uncomfortable with me and those who liked Charlie, I apologize for my past behavior towards her and to y'all.
The second thing I want to talk about is Vivienne Medrano.
Recapping my events, I loathed her because of her atrocious actions and getting away with everything. In the past, I thought she would take responsibility for her actions after she doxxed Scott Cawthon. But no, she chose to ignore the pleas of other people she screwed over and continues to do what she pleases. When I was off of Tumblr, I tried to hide my rage against her, but the rage was so strong that I had thoughts of wanting to harm her that I have to vent it in my infamous vent post because I needed to get this off of my chest.
💬 0 🔁 10 ❤️ 25 · How I discovered Vivienne Medrano + venting · Originally I was going to post a recap of December, but I wanted to share y
I should've told you this after I posted my vent post, but I kind of calmed down and stopped having vengeful thoughts after I told my Dad and 2nd older brother about this even before posting my vent post. So...
Maybe I shouldn't have mention my past vengeful thoughts at all when I made it...
Again, my apologies for mentioning them when I shouldn't.
If I haven't stopped though, I would've become like her and her cult followers. Or worse, "another-critic". And I would've lashed out on fans, critics, non-fans, or everyone if I haven't let it go. Here's an old ask from the anon.
💬 1 🔁 4 ❤️ 18 · I hate vivziepop fuck that bitch i wish i can beat her ass for the all shit she caused and maybe even killed her nah i'm j
I know I said this before in my old post, but I'm going to say it again with some extras. Here are the following:
1. DO NOT DOXX/HARASS HER.
2. DO NOT BEAT HER UP/HARM HER.
3. DO NOT WISH HER DEAD/TELL HER TO KILL HERSELF.
4. DO NOT SEND HER RAPE THREATS/WISH HER TO GET RAPED.
5. DO NOT SEND DEATH THREATS TO HER OR HER FAMILY.
6. DO NOT GO HUNTING HER FOR SPORT/WITCH HUNT HER.
7. DO NOT START A RIOT AT HER HOUSE.
Look, I understand the dislike/hatred that people have on her, the betrayal and disappointment that the former fans and fans feel, and the grief that she inflicted upon her victims. But doing those things back at her will never solve anything and will only make things worse. if you're feel like you want to do it, DON'T.
These vengeful thoughts are not healthy you at all because you are gonna have the feeling of regret later if you actually did it to her. Or worse, you will never be able to move on. Take a break and do something that you love to get your mind off of these things such as exercise, playing video games, drawing, spending time with your friends and loved ones, etc.
Here are two lessons that I learned while making this post:
1. Don't be too aggressive on a fictional character that people like while you don't that you secretly or admitted of wanting them to suffer/dead. Valentino is a different case though because he's constantly being a 24/7/365 glorified rapist by Vivienne Medrano and her cult.
2. Never share your past or current vengeful thoughts on harming a person that you don't like/hate on the internet.
That's all I have to say about Charlie Morningstar and Vivienne Medrano. I already made my decision to not come back to the critical community because I don't want to get sucked up into the rabbit hole not able to climb up to the surface and spiral again.
However, I will not delete my critical posts either because some of my posts are too valuable to be discarded. For example, the CSEM incident reblog and the cult followers calling Vivienne Medrano "Mother" on Twitter post. And I don't take orders from her cult followers and Vivienne Medrano herself either.
Life update, I'm almost done with my spring semester. I just need to take the final exam for chemistry this Saturday morning. I got Magia Exedra on my phone and spectating Magical Girl Dandelion on Viz Media and BATOTO (chapters 3-8.1 are locked on Viz Media and I don't want to waste my money). The manga looks pretty good and Tanpopo Ohanami is like the better version of Charlie Morningstar. I will probably get the physical copy in the future. Also, I'm pretty sure that Tanpopo, Shade, and Peony would kill Valentino.
For those who disagree with me or still uncomfortable with me, you can simply ignore and block me. I will have no hard feelings for anyone who disagrees with me. To the Valentino sympathizers however...
I have written my final scenario of me killing Valentino as a mean to pour out my CATHARTIC WRATH ON HIM THAT I HAVEN'T WRITTEN BEFORE I LEFT.
But before that, here is a image of two fictional wasps-like characters and Valentino that I made for the day.
Now onto the scenario.
