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[astro-inthestars]

HAPPY ARO WEEK TO MY BELOVED AROS WOOO!!!! YOUR LOCAL PANSEXUAL DISASTER'S ALWAYS GOT YOUR BACK AND AM HERE TO SUPPORT YOU <3333

[systemshoutouts]

shoutout to ghost for always helping us fall asleep at night :D yr a great caretaker and 99% of the reason we’re able to function /lh -lijah (december system)

[ghostbeam]

your recent bakugo fic has me in TEARS i wish i was joking lol :( its so sweeeeeeet literally my heart ugh it literally made me feel better and the writing was just <3333 your writing was super clear but emotive at the same time, the dream honestly <33

REALLY🥺🥺 ohmygod thank u so much that’s so sweet of u to say!!! This ask has ME in tears thank u thank u thank u<3

[crybaby-angel]

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[humaninventorysystem]

NICE TRY ON TRYING TO GET ME TO ADMIT I HAVE A CRUSH! HA HA HA!

[hyfdanielle-archive]

@dpanabaker: "I like the sad eyes, bad guys. Mouth full of white lies. Kiss me in the corridor, but quick to tell me goodbye." 👻

[harrymeanshappy]

all that i am

i am not as good with speaking words as i am writing them. i can write you a poem, song, letter, or story better than i could ever deliever an improved speach. i can get angry easy so its easier for me to write my emotions out. id like to start this by saying that to the person who is going to be reading this, i'm sorry that i can't do this in person. i have some things to say to you that ive held onto for a while. well, first off, everyone makes mistakes. yours was just a more extreme than others. drinking and drugs are awful for people and i cannot stress enough how much i hate them. why would i get high and drunk when i can laugh and actually remember the emotions that i am feeling? i understand that i have my days when i just want to forget everything and run away. but i also understand that most feelings are temporary. emotions are fleeting. they change everyday. think about the way you start off a day. lets say for example that you are mad when you make up. you dont know why you are mad, but you are. you treat whoever speaks to you that morning poorly. you are short and quite frankly rude to them even though they havent done anything to you. then, someone tells a joke that makes you laugh. you think to yourself "hey, maybe i should have a better outlook." (or at least i would) then, you have a better day trying to look at the positives. in a matter of seconds, your emotions changed based on situation. emotions are going to change more than the North Carolina weather. second, think about this, you may want to go to the military, but once you get there, whos going to be there for you? no one but yourself. and no offence, darling, but you are not very good at the best decision making. you also dont like being alone either because it makes you weaker. i full faith that you do anything that you put your mind to, because i have witnessed you do it first hand. you set your mind that you werent going to give up on me. so i do believe that you can be in the military and kick ass. (sorry, but you know me and i have the mouth of a sailor) third, you know how i feel about the military. you can call me a hippie, because well, i do kind of fit into that stereotype. the only difference between a hippie and me is that i dont wear long skirts and tank tops. i dont believe in war. im a vegetarian. i play the acoustic guitar. i want to go to app state for college. i mean damn, all i need is a moon/sun tattoo ( which i plan to get, actually ) saying all of that, i'm going to contradict myself, which i do. often. but i think that you should go into the military in october. if you have set your mind on doing that, then you should do it. why wait for the opportuinty if it is presented to you? i sure as hell know that if the band got the opportunity to tour i wouldnt say no for anything or anyone. lastly, why do always pick the worst time to do this stuff at?! i was starting to feel myself fall for you again and i was scared, but i felt better knowing that you told your parents about all the stuff that you did. when you told me that you were probably leaving, i shut myself off. i thought "what the hell am i doing? i cant fall for someone that is leaving in 6 months!" but then i started thinking about you in a uniform and how i wanted to see that. and i how i wanted to look forward to you coming home. and how i wanted you to surprise me when i was in theatre and i would start crying. i want to be able to do all of that stuff. i'm trying to put my wall down, i really am. just be patient with me and dont push me please. this is your decision and your decision only. think about the pros and cons. weigh them. ill stand by whatever decision you make.