i’m back in my house after evacuating it due to the supposed gas leak and i’m really nervous about falling asleep now. i know it’s probably irrational but god—my dog keeps whining and stuff and it’s freaking me out. like i dunno. i’m really nervous right now
#i fucking hate this#i feel like crap (like i’m dizzy and my head hurts) but i think it’s because of my anxiety rn#i know hypothetically i’m fine#my parents wouldn’t bring me and my brother back if it wasn’t safe#but i’m just hella paranoid right now#sorry to bring that here. i just don’t know where else to talk about it#and in fine. i really don’t mean to worry you guys either#i’ll be okay i think#i’m just nervous and scared i guess#it was kind of frightening esp since i was home alone with my brother at the time#and like my neighbors ended up coming out n shit. it was just really frightening#plus like the whole fire department was there. i’m reallly grateful for my friend’s mom being available#to help us#but idk it was just a lot#like i was fine before but im just scared now because i’ve heard about monoxide poisoning and it’s just a lot#idk why#sorry about this#misc#tw
