#to process it

[inkykeiji]

hi bb<3 i read your last post about memories, and i completely agree with you describing them as a jigsaw puzzle. that definitely happened to me a TON in the last few years, like it was super disorienting and while it was nice to have a better idea of what happened, it felt as if it was just more stuff to work through, like “oh there’s more??” kind of thing

they can be very jarring and what im tryna say is i hope youre being nice to yourself lovely❤️

hi hi!!! <3 i totally get that, too!!! it definitely does feel very disorienting and overwhelming :( for me personally it’s like…i know something happened, but i don’t remember all of it, so every time i get another glimpse or something clicks it’s like ahhh okay, it continues to make more and more sense

i am trying my very best, i promise you!!! thank you so much for such a sweet ask <33333 i really appreciate the solidarity, anon <3

[tamilan-da]

My Depression , Layered analysis

I am depressed!

There is no sugar coating it. I have almost always been depressed

Being neglected emotionally as a kid , and having almost no concrete relationship even well into adulthood can definitely do it to anyone.

I have been through bad things. But that is not really the reason for anything I feel right now. Else, all the money and time spent on Therapy would be for nothing. So, no. No need to really dwell in the past

But there is an insurmountable hollowness , right in the middle of my chest right now. The reason I click on 'Youtube' to just have a background noise of someone explaining some random thing I am mildly interested in, only to forget it all , before the video even gets over, is this pain. The pain of not being able to actually present in the present. I simply can't. The more I try, the more it hurts. I constantly need a distraction to get through mere seconds of existing with myself.

As much as I run away, the reality keeps proving it is better than me and keeps catching up . I don't just delay the pain, I am actively feeding it more power to hurt me worse.

I know for a fact I am not doing everything I plan to do, I just need someone to tell me that it is okay. I am allowed to fail and I am allowed to try N number of times. I can fail without it defining who I am. I need the littlest bit of hope and some desire to actually enjoy life

[throwupgirl-deactivated20240906]

"he would not say that" except "he would not come out (pained)"

[habaebiti]

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[shirehobbit]

WE CAN PUT PICS AND GIFS IN ASKS SINCE WHEN????

[creamcoffeelou]

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[doyouknowhoyouare]

harry's voice was literally made to sing the chain like holy fuck