hi hello whatever u do dont think about how when sungho was having his last one to one conversation with seunwoo, he told him how compared to seunwoo, he felt like he "said a lot more hurtful things to junsung and made him wait for so long", and as soon as he got home and just saw junsung sitting on the floor in the living area weaving yarn, he just felt so comforted by that sight. that here's this guy who waited and waited and waited and never once pushed sungho into a corner for anything in return, but just quietly and gently went about everyday for the last 7 days making sungho feel so loved and wanted and special in every which way he could, "like nothing had happened" - as if sungho didn't make junsung wait for him over and over again, as if sungho wasn't so stressed and hurt and in pain at the thought of hurting junsung and blaming himself and calling himself selfish for it. like. here's this guy who sits on the floor and hangs his legs on the back of the chair when he sits on them and dresses the complete opposite to sungho (and yet there's evidence that sungho wears junsung's clothes now) and gives him his coat to wear and remembers all the small details sungho talks about casually in passing and says them back to him and knows exactly how to make sungho laugh and how to make him shy and flustered and leans into and hangs onto even the slightest bit of affection that sungho shows to him and doesn't hide what he feels or thinks at all to sungho like. he just makes everything so clear and simple for sungho. and sungho just got so ... choked up at seeing this absolutely mundane sight of junsung sat on the floor and coming home to him and all he could do was just go up to him and hug him and tell him he missed him and all sungho ever even does now is just. love junsung. he spends every minute not wasting even a single moment anymore and loves jusung. he doesn't want to wait anymore or make junsung wait any longer now.
