I’ve always explained some sort of a pain that gets unhealed correctly, when we have a deep pain that needs stitches but we decide to treat it with bandage until it makes a scar but what we always gets afraid off, if we got hit by accident from anything it will open immediatly and the pain will be doubled...but sometimes this is the only way.... We lost our Hanuma our baby girl the joy of our house my maltese little girl I lost her infront of our eyes car accident in Dahab... I still dont know why and cant get over this scene and my mind keeps rewinding it... I always accept and will always do accept God's decisions but why now and why in Dahab and why this timing and am going through a hard time already !!!
I took a decision with my husband to adopt Hanuma's sister a 50 days old little puppy, some might say this is not fair but it is for us we cant live without Hanuma and we didnt look for a replacement but we need her soul and body to be around us...she is exactly like Hanuma same everything and this makes me question what is the lesson or why we lost our Hanuma this was in the first place I know لوعلمنا الغيب لتمنينا الواقع
But I hope this wont be a scare healed unproperly, I hope this is the plan got had for us for a specific reason, I hope I can be able to go to back to Dahab with no pain...Getting hurt in the and from the place that you tried as much as I can for years to make it safe place with no pain, there must be a reason and a deep one GOD knows it better than us..
You’ll always be in my heart my little gir,ill never forget you and I know you’re always around.