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I was told once ‘Never expect people to love & treat you the way you do’ and I got convinced with this at a certain stage in my life but then I figured out that no you deserve to be loved & treated the way you do to others,you deserve to take as much as you give specially with people who takes this for granted…in this world we’re living in now being nice & good it’s only for myself not for what and how people will think bcz some if jot majority will know how to use this out of you!

Moral of the story from every experience I got in deeply for past 15 years… yourself deserve everything love,care,forgiveness.

Be good to everyone but you can sense well the ones who dont deserve it let them go and walking away.

I’ve been good in walking away and letting go without any care but recently I learned also that some people need a wake up call before we walk away no matter how the memories were good but normalise letting go of the

Energy suckers

People who takes you for granted

People who underestimate you

People who think you cant read them from inside

Dont mess with empath dont mess with people who knows to much bcz it will always always be your lose!!

#soul_sanctuary92 #toaaz

#toaaz #soul_sanctuary92

I’ve always explained some sort of a pain that gets unhealed correctly, when we have a deep pain that needs stitches but we decide to treat it with bandage until it makes a scar but what we always gets afraid off, if we got hit by accident from anything it will open immediatly and the pain will be doubled...but sometimes this is the only way.... We lost our Hanuma our baby girl the joy of our house my maltese little girl I lost her infront of our eyes car accident in Dahab... I still dont know why and cant get over this scene and my mind keeps rewinding it... I always accept and will always do accept God's decisions but why now and why in Dahab and why this timing and am going through a hard time already !!!

I took a decision with my husband to adopt Hanuma's sister a 50 days old little puppy, some might say this is not fair but it is for us we cant live without Hanuma and we didnt look for a replacement but we need her soul and body to be around us...she is exactly like Hanuma same everything and this makes me question what is the lesson or why we lost our Hanuma this was in the first place I know لوعلمنا الغيب لتمنينا الواقع

But I hope this wont be a scare healed unproperly, I hope this is the plan got had for us for a specific reason, I hope I can be able to go to back to Dahab with no pain...Getting hurt in the and from the place that you tried as much as I can for years to make it safe place with no pain, there must be a reason and a deep one GOD knows it better than us..

You’ll always be in my heart my little gir,ill never forget you and I know you’re always around.

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"الخُلوةُ لا يَقوَى عَليهَا، إلاَّ أقوِيَاءُ الإيمَان."

- ابنُ الجَوزي.

Healing journey is never about life is suddenly great and happy, laughing and enjoying it's all about finding who you are, where you belong and with what and who!

I started my journey 3 years back by letting go everything and everyone and left to the place I find my self always floating in and started to learn who I am and see everything from the different perspective, the only mistake I did and we call it a lesson , I thought I was fine am good life suddenly showed me the things i've always wanted and needed, I stopped what I was doing thinking I became great, surrounded myself again with people I dont belong too and place that doesnt make me float anymore...But they always say life wont give you everything you want in the same package, you must sacrifice something atleast for sometime till you get it back. and here was the lesson I lost my path, I fell into darkness again without knowing that's all in my mind and bcz of the environment, people,news around me that made me drown, I forgot who I am and what is the purpose from all this!

So I cant count how many times i fell and stood up again BY MY OWN and when I say my own I mean it cuz when I do I stand up more lighter from everything heavy I was carrying on my chest and shoulders.

A new start version I lost counting but isn't this life and what's all about?

Full of lessons, surprises, ups and downs, loosing and wining things and people but it's never giving up no matter what.

So Dear me be ready for this new chapter cuz it's full of what you want and will get in the right time....

#toaaz #soul_sanctuary

التوقيت الي ربنا بيحقق فيه كل حاجه كنا عايزنها حصلت في الوقت الصح الي روحنا محتاجه فيه وجودها في اماكن معينه مع او من غير أشخاص، و كل رحله و ليها المرحله بتاعتها مش دايماً على هوانا او الي احنا عايزينه بس روحنا بتاخد الي محتجاه من الوقت دا و الحته دي لحد منرجعلها تاني بتفكير اهدى و روح اخف!

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