To Blame, is sort of a regret and guilt piece than I had written during an evening of reflection. The paper sort became my sounding board when eventually I had so many questions, I could no longer come up with answers. This was 20 years before I learned theb concentrated focus and the meditation of a Buddhist practitioner. It kind of help me try to figure out why it is was that I felt like I had to lie about some aspects of my life to everybody that I cared about; because whether for shame or guilt or bad choices, maybe because I wanted them to know the truth, but they were in fact, not ready for the truth. And whether they could handle the truth or not, there's was always some reason or another to seemingl justify not having to say the things that I needed to say, but couldn't; and the truth is...I was to blame This is an expression born of that time ..Enjoy!
So I reflected on a question: Why do I hide the truth from the ones that care about me???? I believe it is because of shame...or guilt...or
