i fuckin hate that nightmares can involve people and experiences from your own real life. like why cant my memories be mine and why cant they be safe

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i fuckin hate that nightmares can involve people and experiences from your own real life. like why cant my memories be mine and why cant they be safe
mourning a past i never had but its whatever
how to be a person in a world that wants a machine
what is anger if not hate without direction
and all my anger is really the last piece of the person i used to be
i want to be able to relate to love
also can the little girl inside me finally grow up please? i cant handle her pain anymore
saw a wholesome child-parent interaction today. day ruined.
bruh fuck this shit my brain and serotonin are going no contact again