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i fuckin hate that nightmares can involve people and experiences from your own real life. like why cant my memories be mine and why cant they be safe

#tobsbear #night blogging #unfortunately #sober

mourning a past i never had but its whatever

#tobsbear #night blogging #but completely sober this time

how to be a person in a world that wants a machine

#tobsbear #night blogging #vodka gorbatschow #depression strikes again

what is anger if not hate without direction

and all my anger is really the last piece of the person i used to be

#tobsbear #night blogging #actually sober this time #but i have a lot of anger inside me that refuses to die

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acadiel2440

#i actually kinda lowkey miss the pinball #night blogging

i want to be able to relate to love

#tobsbear #night blogging #grasovka #im having emotions again

also can the little girl inside me finally grow up please? i cant handle her pain anymore

#tobsbear #night blogging #grasovka

saw a wholesome child-parent interaction today. day ruined.

#and im not hating on that family #im hating on my own #for having given such a childhood #tobsbear #night blogging #grasovka

bruh fuck this shit my brain and serotonin are going no contact again

#tobsbear #night blogging #well almost #its still evening #but depressions beating my ass again ngl

has anyone noticed that when you're drunk, the voices in your head get quieter and you can hear the music clearer or is it just me?

#tobsbear #night blogging #vodka gorbatschow #i just want to know which of my perceptions is the truth

bro isnt it magnificent that we developed cameras so awesome that we can film bears in such clear pictures that we can feel as if we were next to them? bro i want to befriend a bear its important for my mental health

#tobsbear #night blogging #vodka gorbatschow #scrolling through my likes and seeing some really high res bear posts

who. who am i supposed to call when my depression is acting up again. sure i have like one friend. but i wouldnt want to disrupt their maybe up to this point pleasant evening.

#tobsbear #night blogging #vodka gorbatschow #tw depression #cw depression #also my mental health is so bad i started writing poems again #which is something i havent done for years

really hard looking in the mirror and seeing parts of your dead father...

#tobsbear #night blogging

tordenvejr

it is not an evil thing to look at yourself with kindness. your life was never meant to be a punishment

mentalhealth

your life was never meant to be a punishment

i miss the part of my childhood when the concept of future didnt exist

#night blogging #vodka gorbatschow #it used to be so nice #it used to be so good #just living in the moment #never spend a single second thinking about whats to come #tobsbear

not only did i kill the girl i used to be, but i miss her

#night blogging #vodka gorbatschow #i miss my old self #life seemed to be so easy for her #tobsbear

ya know, my problem with spiritual and religious stuff is that i would never know if its the “good” power givin me an opportunity or the “bad” power tempting me...

#Night Blogging #vodka gorbatschow #please take away all my thoughts and emotions #tobsbear

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