#tofudiary

[rawtofueather]

i think im reconsidering my theriotype since being a wolf doesnt really align with my raw vegan diet and my prey instincts (good hearing, rapid response, agitated heart rate when in danger, etc) ,,, i think im some kind of hare.. i know im a mammal, and that forests are my hearthome

[rawtofueather]

why Are critters gatekeeping therianthropy ... its an identity , not everyone will feel the identity the same way as you,,, why are you gatekeeping,,, same as being queer, therianthropy isnt black and white and you all are failing to see that,

[rawtofueather]

i vented a little in a discord server and they attacked me looool why are people so weird i didnt even say nothing like triggering i only said i was ugly crying bc i couldnt afford rent lol

[rawtofueather]

TW: vent, suicidal ideation, depression

why is choosing a career path so difficult ???? i remember being 14 thinking i wouldn't make it past 18 and now i'm 25, a full grown ass adult, and i don't know what to do with my life !!!! i want to be like barbie who has 85 jobs and lives !!! i want to be a chef and own a restaurant and a jewelry designer and have my own brand and also i want to rescue wild life animals and work in their habitats (dare i say, my habitat too) !!! why can't i be all of them and i have to choose where to begin with !!!????

why did depression choose me so young and leave me so stranded, i am full of life now but i still don't know what to do with it !!!

AND being audhd doesn't help at all !!!!

[rawtofueather]

for me regulating is every once in a while i just let the #freak out like the i'm so cray cray type of freak and it just regulates me feeling #zen

[rawtofueather]

i cannrrrtttt believe i finally chose my name feeling euphoric like a horse runing through a field idk feeling the wind in my hair youknow some #freeshit #spiritthehorse

[rawtofueather]

just using this tumblr as a audhd diary #diary