just needed to do a little post to gush over this tokuryoga doujinshi! (and yes after getting to various doujin stores, i finally found one but just one... 😭)
it's so freaking cute i love it so much! i don't regret spending 660 yens on it, it was just so cute! 🫠 i still pray to find other tokuryoga doujinshi... 🙏
every time i look at this card, i can't help but think about King & Prince (Kinpuri for those who know the group)
i don't know why it gives Kazuya will sing Cinderella Girl at any moment feels to me... and he is so handsome in this card... 😭😭
it also gives me a craving for an idol AU fic with TokuRyoga as the main pairing... but i don't know gow to write so it'll never happen! everything will just stay in my head! 🥲
once again sorry if i'm being annoying with this pairing but i love them so much! i love them separately but also together! 😭😭
if there is one thing i'm grateful for the all star gacha in tenirabi it's the fact that it allowed me to get those two cards (which seems to be a pair) and to put them in my home screen... and changing every time gives me this happy feeling that i don't know how to explain well... 🤍
(sorry for my hyperfixation with my ship it makes me talk about it too much...)
found a tokuryoga fic that was updated days ago on ao3... but it's in chinese so i can't understand it... 😭 i should've continued learning chinese after high school... 😭
p.s : i read every tokuryoga fic on ao3, and i love that pairing so much i need more.
because why not.. i know i’m embarrassing myself, but let me be.
warning: mention of character death
these are from my twitter (again) this is in like a military au where ryoga and kazuya get drafted
i'd imagine if tokuryoga did the military, i'd feel ryoma would have a closer relationship with both of them. so if they were both to go to war and only one of them comes back and had to tell ryoma the bad news he'd be sad for a long time. esp if it were ryoga
i'd feel like ryoma would have a hard time knowing ryoga is gone bc i'd feel he would get closer to tokugawa just to spite him and will just feel really guilty that his own blood is gone.
mostly wallow in regret because he knew ryoga was a good brother, but maybe he still felt a lot of resentment when he left when they were children and then leaving to the military was just history repeating itself
ryoma just has issues okay. tokugawa really can't imagine his life without ryoga and even trying to tell ryoma he's gone is too much
tbh i think in this situation, ryoga would have died in battle because he tried to protect tokugawa. the end i can't think anymore these are too sad