#tolarianfic

[thestuckylibrary]

Shameless Self-rec: I Will Carry You Home in My Teeth by tolarian Complete | 8045 words | E

A canon-divergent exploration of a confused Winter Soldier and a captive Steve. Angst with an optimistic ending. 

Content Warnings: Non-con, trauma, dark themes, HTP, /others, graphic violence

[silentwalrus1]

tolarianfic replied to your post “Please say more farm hell is coming before I perish?”

Honestly? Rock on with your clear boundaries. Folks can reread your work any time they like.

i mean, i dont wanna be a dick, it’s just - like, okay, i take these questions at face value, so if what they MEAN is “yay i can’t wait for the new chapter!”, that is at best an inference i have to make. because what gets SENT is: is this wip abandoned?? are you going to update it?? and. like. i think it’s pretty clear. that i know what the “abandoned and discontinued” tag is and that i explicitly make use of it. so it kinda comes across as a case of “HEY I DIDNT EVEN TRY TO FIGURE OUT THE ANSWER TO MY QUESTION, CAN YOU GOOGLE THIS FOR ME????” which like. i personally would like to avoid. i want to be the kind of person who makes every effort to answer their own question before asking someone else & i think it’s something we should all collectively aspire to - god knows we dont want to be that grown ass adult at work that goes around interrupting people with questions that would take them 3 seconds to google

[trashmemeupdates]

Favor

https://hydratrashmeme.dreamwidth.org/2807.html?thread=6511863#cmt6511863

Prompt: steve falls off the train with bucky and they both end up with hydra. as part of his torture, steve is forced to watch/participate in trash parties. + participation being presented as a reward for good behavior ++ Bucky's reward for good behavior is - you guessed it - participating in a party with Steve as the favor First lines:

The Captain understands tactics, but he doesn't understand people. That's why he doesn't scream. The Soldier, on the other hand, understands the importance of perceived suffering, so he screams as much as their handlers want. Cries. Writhes. While the Captain huffs his pain through his teeth as if unimpressed. Put less generously: the Captain is stiff-necked even in slavery, because there is something their owners could not burn out of him, something the Soldier gave up to the Chair years ago. 

[thestuckylibrary]

The angriest Steve. 

From AO3 Summary: 

A story in which the serum doesn’t affect Steve’s size, the shield goes to Bucky, and they reunite years before the Battle of New York. Also, Steve is a punk, but that’s canon.

A timeline starting with the Howling Commandos and going all the way to Pre-Infinity War.

[ifridiot]

Favourite ship you've never written?

oh god OKAY SO LISTEN favourites are so hard for me. 

My very most favourite couple to write for is actually a pair of OCs, a werewolf and his deer-elf wife. Marius and Wendy. I also love my orc and her puppy therian gf almost as much. and the cat and his lich. All the second halves of these ships are @elf-lock‘s btw <3

ANYWAY

far as fandom stuff goes, I love the ships i focus on pretty much equal, but for different reasons, because the people in them are pretty distinct. Lately my favourites are equal division between Liebercastle and Cablepool. I really love the character dynamics between them and they give me good brainfeel to slip into their heads.