#told you

[pimientas]

What to do when your friend fucked something up but you literally warned them that was going to happen

[ididntknowucouldread]

....I like them.......... 🫣 but I do also stalk occasionally. I have post notifications on and everything

yes i know who you are silly goose i had a hunch since u sent ur first anon 😇

[ohxxlapetitemort]

[l0ggia]

[dykeculas]

thinking about fox and kaz. how kaz refuses to believe it was his own hard work what caught big boss' attention: the hair and the eyes are a bit off, but the devotion is just as blind. hell, he's even asian too.

of course this thing for light-haired eastern faith wasn't for kaz alone to blame, but the severed roots he had tried to grow onto the man still ached in a unique, exclusive way.

after outer heaven, he notices the starry eyes david makes at the sole mention of his new acquaintance before the boy himself does. and he knows how that will end, because he too had been well trained by the same hand, and knows the only difference between a heart and sludge is an order.

i'm not sure whether he would actually do something about them or not. obviously it wouldn't be out of concern for david's wellbeing, otherwise he wouldn't be training him in the first place. if he did, he would tell himself it's for the sake of his plan: he can't let the weapon he spent years putting together get disassembled by another soldier. but deep down there's an even more selfish reason: he can't let fox get to this one too.

[unrealunknown]

I'm in so much severe pain and nobody in my life believes me anymore.

The more I try the less they believe I'm in real pain. I am suffering every day from severe chronic pain and the moment I started trying to push myself was the moment everyone in my life lost compassion for me.

I am suffering from such severe chronic stress and pain and when no one believes me it makes me think I'm stupid. It leaves me believing I'm too stupid to be abled, which is ableism in and of itself, that intelligence is somehow intertwined with capability.

I'm sick of how people started treating me when I decided to try harder. I thought that's what they wanted. I'm infuriated that any compassion dissolved when I wanted to meet my family halfway. They have pulled me nearly into the grave.

And they do not understand what they are doing. They have no idea the ableism imbued in their actions, because of all the isms ableism is by far the most insidious. It seeps into the cracks of every aspect of our society, into how we treat even ourselves.

I think whether you are disabled or not, most self hatred is rooted in ableism, which is centered around the mindset of "not enough". You're not smart enough, strong enough, perfect enough to not make mistakes. To not break promises. To not be able to function to your own unreasonable standard. Whether you are disabled or not, self hatred is rooted in ableism. And I have seen more ableism in myself and those around me more than ever because of how I treat myself. Because of what I expect from myself.

Why the fuck am I asking myself to be God when I can barely fucking walk.

[beetpootcore]

dies