#tomsrant

[j3w3lhasablog]

i hate how jaded i’ve become. it’s paralyzed me to take any kind of action bc i have the perfect negative reaction to anything positive. it would be childish to blame my parents bc they were “ preparing me for the real world “ but i can’t help but feel like they snuffed out part of my light. i can’t place any blame on my high school boyfriend that treated me badly bc i let that happen and go on for months until i put myself in the ward. honestly the only blame is on me. i should’ve tried harder i should’ve done better. what kind of sixteen- seventeen year old knows better.

honestly i was probably meant to be jaded since the world would’ve made me that way.

[j3w3lhasablog]

little bit more haterade

im so tired of AI, generative AI idk any type bc i’m technologically challenged. i wanted to be an interpreter/ translator but they’re automating those jobs. i thought about human resources apparently those are going to computers too. idk i just feel hopeless. i have no degree and no skills fr can’t even pop that cat bc i have no stamina ans i sweat a lot no one would want the bizness from me. idk it’s like every time i think abt picking myself up in one way or another my face will be pushed into the dirt, which by the way no longer has nutrients bc AI also killing the earth.

[j3w3lhasablog]

a sims rant that has probably been talked abt before and in a better way

i hate that i didn’t participate in that sims 4 birthday quest or w.e ans i hate that it is over. those time limit things suck ESPECIALLY when the updates have glitches that make acquiring the gifts much more difficult. not in the way where the first sims is harder than the sims 4but the ven if you complete the quest it still won’t process that you completed it. idk i’m in the hate part of my love hate relationship with the sims. probably bc i’ve been on minecraft which is also getting in my nerves lmao. i’m such a difficult person 😕