I can't believe I was naive enough to actually think you wouldn't walk out of my life again. Although, thinking about it, am I ever glad you did. My head has been screwed up by you one too many times, I really don't need it happening again. I am blessed enough to be so in love with someone who loves me just as much (if not more), and even though we are 3,000+ miles away from each other, he is STILL waiting for me. You lost your chance of ever gaining my friendship and trust back four years ago and I'm keeping it that way. I wanted to be there for you because YOU asked me to be and even though I know I'm a better person without you in my life, I'm stupid enough that I'd still do absolutely anything for you, at any given moment. That ends tonight.