#torchbearerkin

[fictionkinfessions]

Clancy,

I’m here. I’m so sorry. I’m here, I ran as fast as I could. I’m so sorry. I’ll try harder. I’m coming. If I get faster, it’ll work. If I try harder I can save you. I haven’t left you, I’m here. I’m so sorry. I’ve failed you endlessly. I can fix it this time. I swear.

Your Sunlight, still here.

- Torchbearer.

x

[kin-eats]

could i get a pescatarian friendly list for torchbearer from the twenty one pilots lore,,

I'll do my best but I apologize in advance if I'm off

Shrimp Grilled Cheese Sandwich

Caramelized Zucchini Pasta

Salmon Smash Burgers

White Bean and Tomato Pasta

One-Pan Creamy Baked Salmon and Orzo

Cheesy Lasagna Sheet Pasta

I hope you enjoy!

[fictionkinfessions]

Clancy,

Happy New Year. I wish it could’ve been with you. I hope the year was kind, same as the one to come. To my Banditos, I wish the same. Never stop being who you are. Never stop fighting for your joy. Your life is beautiful. Cherish it and share it with others. That’s all I could ask of you.

Missing you all. Come home soon.

- Torchbearer

x

[fictionkinfessions]

Clancy,

The rare warm days in winter remind me of you. You were always so warm. You never seemed to know it. Waking with you next to me in my tent is something that’s growing harder and harder to exist without. I should’ve married you. I wish I’d had the chance. I hope your birthday was good. I remember the first time we celebrated it in Trench. You were so confused, so happy. You always carried a light within you, and it shone so beautifully when you were happy. I miss you.

- Torchbearer

x

[fictionkinfessions]

Clancy, Banditos, anyone,

Every day I find myself seeking you. There’s not a morning where I’m not on the verge of running out the door, running to the trees or the sea or the heart of the city. My heart slams in my chest and I burn. I don’t know who I am if I’m not taking care of you. I don’t know what to do without you here with me. I’m overwrought with worry. Are you safe? Are you there? I feel as though I’m wading quicksand. I feel as though I’m never fast enough to save you. I was supposed to be there to guide you and protect you. I love you. I’m sorry. I don’t mean to fail you.

Sahlo folina.

- Torchbearer.

xx

[fictionkinfessions]

Clancy, Banditos, Dema, Bishops

I hope your winter holidays were well. I hope they’re kinder to you away from Vialism. If you don’t celebrate anything, then I hope you were kind to yourself. You are beloved. You are missed. Every single one of you.

East is up.

- Torchbearer

x

[fictionkinfessions]

To Trench, my home.

I feel like I’m crumbling. I don’t know what to do with myself. Sahlo folina. Sahlo folina. I miss my Banditos. I miss Clancy. Fuck, I never got along with the Bishops but I’d take them over this. I miss camp. I’d always hated Dema, hated what they did to the people, but without the people I’m faltering.

Sahlo folina.

- Torchbearer.

x

[fictionkinfessions]

i miss clancy. im so tired. i cant let my guard down without him. im so tired. i want him back. i miss my clancy.

-a very lonely torchbearer (trench/twenty one pilots) #🔥🌻💛

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