#tortured existence

[character-tarot]

Does Tortured Existence fit Ned?

Yes, this is the perfect card for him!

This fits him well enough.

No, another Magic: The Gathering card would work better.

No, another card entirely would work better.

I don't know this character (Results)

Voting ended onApr 8

The Tortured Existence represents suffering, fear, senseless pain, monotony, and grief. Reversed, it indicates sacrifice, pain for a purpose, relief from suffering, rest, and taking a breath. (Suggested by Moddie)

Propaganda- “Ned inexplicably possesses the ability to resurrect dead things. It comes, however, with two important caveats:

1) If he makes contact with something he’s resurrected, it’ll die again. This time, permanently.

2) If something he resurrects remains alive for longer then a minute, something in the vicinity that is of equal cosmic value will die to replace it.”

[geomantic]

"There are terrors lurking in the unseen corners of us all."

[carnage-dark-recollections]

~Demolition Hammer~Tortured Existence~Epidemic Of Violence~

[blastbeatdbeat]

[pureslime]

Infectious Hospital Waste Demolition Hammer Tortured Existence

[magicjudge]

Combo Time!

I was retooling my Alesha commander deck last night when I realized that the deck had come into a cute little combo: 

As long as I have a creature card in hand and one in my graveyard, every black mana I spend nets me a bat token. It’s not the greatest combo ever, but it’s neat and efficient and I’ve never seen anyone mention it before. :D

[julesgems]

i don’t

I don’t want to be in this body

And I don’t want to be in this skin

And I’m stuck on this earth in this torture

And it’s a battle I don’t feel I’m going to win

And I’ve seen too many contorted angry faces

And I’ve heard too many words that were cruel

And I’ve been yelled at in my house in all its spaces

And I’ve been made to appear small and like a fool

I’ve been sworn at with swear words in two languages

Raged over me like a curse on many nights

And I’ve burst a blood vessel on my voice box

As I tried to defend myself with words in one of the fights

The stress has caused tension in my jaw bone

And a sharp pain at times refers to my ear

And I jump at the sound of creaking floorboards

Even though my tormentor is no longer here

I wake with anticipation anxiety

Expecting something unpredictable and most likely bad

And most days there’s a throbbing head ache to match it

As well as diarrhoea, a common occurrence that I’ve had

Since I can remember

I flinch at the sound of deep voices near me

And when I catch a glimpse of something from the corner of my eye

And I don’t cope well with people near me but behind me

And my voice is most often raspy and rather high

My eyes are so dry the eyelids sometimes stick together

After putting drops in as I fall asleep in my bed

And my urge incontinence means I pee my pants when I don’t want to

As I fail at all the strategies in my head

I can’t drink water it’s a psychological aversion

And so consequently I don’t drink anything nearly enough

And the sleep I do have is poor and patchy

And I worry about all the damage that will result

My neck and shoulder tension is at times unbearable

And I clench my teeth at night and I’ve cracked more than one tooth

And my stress means my work capacity is severely limited

I love my work but it’s exhausting to tell the truth

My feet hurt, the pain is getting worse in the mornings

And my toe nails’ fungal infection gives them a horrible look

And my diet is so bad I sometimes feel like crying

And my fatigue means I don’t have much energy to cook

And my weight has ballooned over the years but recently I’ve lost some

And I wear the same three dresses day after day

And it’s so depressing as I don’t think I’m able to change things

And I cringe in shame as I don’t think I can find a better way

Then there’s my obsession checking my bank balance many times daily

To see if there’s enough cash to pay incoming bills

And I worry when I’m stressed I may get sick

And then who will run the house if I get ill ?

I am overcome by all the dust and all the clutter

It clouds my brain and leaves me suffocating

And as I contemplate the results of all my trauma

The pain inside my head gets close to exploding

Cysts through my body in so many places

Thyroid, liver, kidneys and breasts

And low iron and vitamin D on top of all this

And so often is the need for ongoing tests

And with all of this I give out my best as a mother

But I feel bad and guilty that I am such a heavy weight

And I love my kids and yet I realise I am a such a burden

And it’s crushing as I falter under so much hate

So yeah

I don’t want to be in this body

And I don’t want to be in this skin

And I’m stuck on this earth in this tortured existence

It’s a battle I feel I’m really not going to win

1020am Sunday November 26, 2017

1143pm

242pm Monday November 27, 2017

[onlyhurtforaminute]

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MELODIC TECH-DEATH