With something infinite, it's so hard
So I close my eyes and think
Of your feet touching crystal springs
With the flowers singing your name
And the sun kissing your face
As the wind wraps its wings
And you feel the warm hug of God himself on you and on everything
As the gold dust climbs down to you
And your saturated in oil
As the springs flow from infinite brooks and everything good
And you feel the euphoria of life all around you
When there's nothing else to do
Totally free and brand new
Free of the weight that holds us down
The fears, the truths and the "can't dos"
I see you, in everything I do.
I remember you like the land remembers each step
I love you like a brother,
I miss you like a mother.
The pain of forever is an ache of tremors.
The waves of grief shake the moment like a wet dog shakes the water off its back.
We tear up and then come back
To the image of you resting in that
Infinite grass lawn with endless mass
And of galaxies and lilies, now you know.
And of sunshine and friendship, you still enjoy.
Every mystery is now open to you.
Every secret, decipherable.
Every question, answered.
Every problem, every doubt, solved and removed.
And I can't be upset at what's good.
Can't be upset at what you've found.
Or should I say, what's found you.
Even if it means sometimes sobbing aloud.
So I will remember you, and I know you'll remember me too.
The divide has its uses, I will learn to make due.
You are my people, and I'll always remember you.