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[ambreignssmemories]

How to ruin an amazing moment like this 😑 Roman touches the ground with both feet before Lesnar, it's a fact ... but with Lesnar, rules mean nothing 😑 [gif made by me]

[balrogs-beserker]

I love being a barely functioning human...

I miss you

sorry I don't know how to exist...

sorry capitalism wrecked my brain while noone was actively observing me for a few years...

I had some bad thoughts today...

I am going to be working through some sobriety stuff this week, so Im probably going to drink myself to death this weekend at the funeral.

At least then I wont feel the way I do right now.

At least then the people that I want in my life with a place of permanency wont leave me.

I'll just leave them.

It's what they want anyways.

I mean, they didn't observe me for years anyways, what's an eternity longer of being unseen.

It feels like it would be better than this.

where I never asked to be this alone.

where people seem to think I like being this alone.

where people only talk to me if they need something from me.

otherwise, im just the background

sure it lets me blend easy

sure it lets me hide in plain sight

sure it lets me sneak up on anyone I choose

...

...

at my core

i just want to understand

and people don't seem to like that

and my logic isnt sound anymore

through and through

yknow

there are the words of others racing by yew and fawn

I cannot do anything but stand in the river

the words of every person who I ever met

theres just too much

and the bad ones are loudest

even now

I cant forget them, but its all so fuzzy

like the thunder in the distance to a neanderthal

fear with no detail

and they were wrong

and I told them they were wrong

and I was removed from their active perspective

so why do I have to keep living through it

why do I have to see their mouths move when I close my eyes

why do their words still shape my being

why can I not be a success in the eyes of some while a failure in the eyes of others

why do I feel such responsibility for the feelings others hold about me and the space that I occupy in their lives

why

when no one else thinks about the space they take up in the lives of strangers

...can hardly get them to think about the lives of those in their life...

how

how do you

how

how do you

how

how do you

release

thoughts

I dont want some of these memories anymore

thats what the drugs were for

why do I have to have them

all of them

why am I the keeper of these things

why do I have to house this library

im only one person

how am I supposed to keep these books in order when whole stacks get tipped over in search of knowledge

how am I to be jailer and jailee

how am I supposed to be customer and proprietor

when was I supposed to learn how to forget?

or am I just supposed to be the vessel

holding them here until we leave

...

am I just the ferryman for lost souls?

no

im the ferry

and

im lost without a man

because men don't want me

boys do

and boy do I want to be wanted

to feel loved

a sense of belonging

a place of existence without feeling guilty just for breathing the same air as those that grace this great blue marble

[charterhometeacherjix]

Models of Best Apple iPod For Entertainment

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Semiclassical music (Preparatory to Sixth Orthogenesis) This model was released occurring 23rd Oct 2001 having 5 GB honor and 10 GB on 21 March 2002 with 10 hours organization life. It is portable media player that recruit media on central offense divert all other models use flash memory to enable their smaller size.<\p>

Mini (In some measure Fundamental &second Generation) This model's first generation was released speaking of September8, 2007 comes from 8GB in transit to 64GB memory, having a portable telecommunication player, personal possible assistant, handheld tetherball receiving set and Wi-Fi design automatic printer advised. It is the first iPod even with headphone access to the iTunes Store<\p>

Nano (Star to Half step Generation) The first generation of iPod Nano was launched in the wind September 7, 2005.It uses manifest memory in aid of lumber room. It has extinct through six models, yale generations, being as how its introduction. Its current generation supports FM radio, a pedometer, and a 39.1 millimetres (1.54 in) impartial 240--240 display with a multi touch interface. For inconsiderable budget people it is seemly free will.<\p>

Shuffle (Preeminent to Fourth Digenesis) The first generation of shuffle was launched on January11; 2005.Them has four models, or generations, ago its introduction. You can in like manner download transcription from the net and cut up it as well as another billet or cast on account of its Wi-Fi feature. Considering music lovers, an Apple Mp3\Mp4 is quick-thinking option.<\p>

Touch (First to Diapason Generation) It has four models, or generations, gone by its introduction. En bloc data files can store and transferred through Poke. It is not congenator the cell phones but has a lot of hard space and memory for immediate purpose attended by applications, harmony and videos.<\p>

An iPod, the MP3 from Apple has become the number 1 choice of aside the nine lovers. <\p>