tppdfw you’re hearing random noises outside more than usual and you’re not sure if it’s your paranoia intensifying normal noises to make them seem more threatening or hallucinations

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tppdfw you’re hearing random noises outside more than usual and you’re not sure if it’s your paranoia intensifying normal noises to make them seem more threatening or hallucinations
Do people deserve second chances?
Okay so as someone with PPD I have never in my life given someone a second chance. Honestly, it's a cold day in hell when I give someone their first chance. I can't comprehend anyone who isn't a masochist willingly letting someone stay in their life after they already did something bad. If someone wrongs me that's it. I see everyone as a future wrong-doer anyway so when I interact with someone I'm essentially just waiting for them to fuck up and give me a reason to hate them.
Sure people can make mistakes and see the error of their ways and try to make amends but I just don't understand how some people could ever forgive? Or convince themselves that that person won't do the same stuff again?
Please add to this with a situation (real or theoretical) where you would forgive someone cause I just can't get my head around the concept.
Tppfw you want to burn bridges because if you cut this person out of your life they won't get a chance to hurt you... but you need to stay close to them because they have Information and you cannot let them be unsupervised for long when they Know Things about you
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Tppdfw stop trying to video call me it's not going to happen! It's incredibly suspicious you'd try to get my voice and face on a quiet night be a normal person and drop a text message.
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Tppdfw: Stop trying to make me lose my defenses by being overly nice I'm not going to fall for it leave me alone leave me alone leave me alone!!!!!
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Tppdfw: Everyone Is Trying To Kill Me
Tppdfw you look over your shoulder so much you hurt your neck
Tppdfw you understand that some people have trusting natures but you are blown away by how some people are so stubborn with trust that even after being betrayed they still trust people like???? Bitch the Fuck WHY