#tracker d20

[cowgirls-blues]

In my heart they wear each other's merch cause they're best friends

[psycheros]

i am in deep need of kristen applebees/trackerbees merch preferably pins and key chains but really anything does anyone have some they are selling

[storytellervan]

you always come back to her-

CHAPTER 2 out now!!

do you like it over there?-

“It’s fucked up enough to be seventeen,” Adaine says, peaceably. “And then on top of everything we have to worry about gods and monsters and magic and apocalypses. It’s not fair, and I hate that, but. I don’t think it would have been easy anyway.” “You’re wise beyond your years, Ms. Abernant,” Tracker says, and Adaine winks at her. “Well, I am the oracle.” // The Bad Kids have a dinner party. Kristen practices her cantrips. The girls go stargazing, and make bad choices.

read here :)

this one is kind of an ode to the bad kids ft. adaine and tracker bonding, mordred manor dinner party and an ayda cameo!!

[clehame]

i gotta be honest brennan lee mulligan understands the Gay Teen Experience better than i’d have thought possible for an ostensibly straight man. like, ragh seeing a lesbian, instantly recognizing her as a fellow queer, and going “hey check it out i’m gay”??? PEAK high school gay!!

[cowgirls-blues]

Sometimes I think about Jawbone and Tracker, werewolf uncle and niece, who weren't doing so hot in their life when we met them (especially Jawbone, but hey Tracker was a teenager in a seedy club at night with said not-doing-great uncle, so maybe not a very stable life either). I think about how both their names sound like they're new identities they gave themselves after contracting lycanthropy rather than their birth names. (Again, I don't think we know if they weren't just born into a family of werewolves, but the whole vibe really is giving me "got turned, then estranged from family and former friends, life falling apart, changed names to reflect that + maybe it's nicknames they got living and working in the poorer/shadier parts of Elmville.)

I think about how they're the only family each other have when we meet them. We don't even know if they're blood family or if Jawbone just adopted this little werewolf girl like he would adopt a bunch of other teens later on. Or if her parents just rejected them both, left them to fend for themselves.

I love the father figure and counsellor role Jawbone has with the Bad Kids, but sometimes I think about how that kind of deprived Tracker of having him be that for her, at times. How him counseling Kristen interfered in their relationship. How she found her purpose in getting Galicaea back to her more primal form and renewing her church, found a path for herself and decided to go on this voyage by herself (+ Ragh, bless him). It probably made it easier to leave that he was doing so much better, in a big house with a stable job, sober and surrounded by a loving chosen family. It can't have been easy knowing that while she left he was being a parent to her ex, and less so to Tracker (but then again, maybe she found solace (ha!) in the idea that the two people she loved most would take care of each other while she was gone).

Anyway all this to say, I often think of the backstory we didn't fully get, of this addict werewolf who was struggling to keep work and get his life back together but also caring for his also-a-werewolf teenage niece the whole time. Taking her to underground clubs she's too young to be in but also keeping her fed and clothed and housed, and taking care of her. Them going to punk concerts together and learning to live as werewolves together and being family to each other and finding ways to make a new life together. I really love them and I'd love to hear more about them from Brennan one day.