@traevelyan / from here:
He was a bit of a loose cannon, someone to be wary of, for he proved to be unpredictable at times. She had seen how quickly he would reach for his sword when slighted, taken by his passions. Still, when Jacob grabbed both of her wrists, sudden and firmly, pinning them either side of her head by the wall behind her, Marcella could not hide how he had taken her off-guard. Nor could Marcella hold back the surprised exhale of breath, her eyes on his. It took the Inquisitor a few moments to compose herself, swallowing quietly in her throat, before making a small attempt to test how strong his grip was. Quickly she found that she was going nowhere, that there was no breaking out of it, that if he held her just that bit tighter he might even bruise. Usually so composed and calm, she mentally cursed him for shaking her composure if only for a moment, in catching her off-guard.
“And how long are you going to keep me here, hm?” Marcella managed a smirk, but it was all she could do with him holding her, his body close to her own. “Are you that desperate for my attention?”
Jacob released her as if he’d been burnt, his dark eyes full of storms. “You presume too much for your position,” he barked at her. He was surprised her advisors have left her to her own devices in such a way.
“I know you do not wish to have blood on your hands. It is not something I share, but I understand it well enough.” In truth, Jacob found himself most at peace on the battlefield. “You cannot lead a war and refuse personal responsibility for the deaths. It does not matter if you did not swing the blade yourself - if you made the order, the responsibility is yours. That is the price you pay, and the reason they pay you such deference. Because the weight of every life given to this cause lies on your shoulders. They bow to you because they would not choose to bear such a weight.”
He rolls his own shoulders subconsciously. “You do not have to kill - but you must be prepared to maim, at least. You could have lit me on fire or frozen the blood in my veins before I even touched you. The enemy will not hesitate. Why should you?”















