;-- me thinking about how neither sean or daniel were able to give esteban their final goodbye or give him a proper funeral.
me thinking about how sean most likely cried and screamed during the Parting Ways Ending when daniel threw himself out of the truck and debated multiple times on going back and surrendering just to see his brother again because it was not in his plans to get to mexico without his brother. he would drive back and forth, kinda dazed and emotionally exhausted because he doesn’t know what to do until he ultimately decided to go forward to honor daniel’s sacrifice.
me thinking about how daniel had to drive the truck with sean’s corpse until he could find a proper place to bury him in the Lone Wolf Ending and most likely was crying the entire time, not wanting to leave his brother’s side until he ultimately had to to honor both his dad’s and brother’s wishes of wanting to go to puerto lobos despite not knowing how the hell he was going to get there.
me thinking about how sean most likely feels like he failed in the Redemption Ending after seeing how much daniel had grown throughout the years he was in prison without him, missing all those birthdays and important points of his brother’s life, and daniel never once forgetting about sean and his teachings and always recalling back their wolf howl.
overall, there is no happy ending, and it is so sad and i’m distraught. except blood brothers bc at least they stayed together but even so, the shit they had to go through to get there is still ugggghhh.
