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　ᵖʳⁱᵛᵃᵗᵉ , ʰⁱᵍʰˡʸ ˢᵉˡᵉᶜᵗⁱᵛᵉ &. ʰᵉᵃᵛⁱˡʸ ʰᵉᵃᵈᶜᵃⁿᵒⁿ ᵇᵃˢᵉᵈ rp ᵇˡᵒᵍ ᶠᵒʳ 𝐒𝐄𝐀𝐍 𝐃𝐈𝐀𝐙　ᶠʳᵒᵐ LIFE IS STRANGE 2 ( ᵂᴵᴾ. ) ⁿᵒⁿ⁻ᵃᶠᶠⁱˡⁱᵃᵗᵉᵈ ʷⁱᵗʰ ᵗʰᵉ ᶠᵃⁿᵈᵒᵐ. ʷʳⁱᵗᵗᵉⁿ 　ᵇʸ　 ᵐᵃˣ　 ⁽ ²⁹, ʰᵉ / ᵗʰᵉʸ ⁾

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₀₁.　𝚛𝚞𝚕𝚎𝚜 𝚋𝚎𝚕𝚘𝚠 .　　　　　₀₂. 　𝚌𝚊𝚛𝚛𝚍.　　　　　　₀₃. 𝐩𝐥𝐚𝐲𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭

#;pinned #do not reblog

peperjwaala

the boy near them seems to be the cautious type, which is something that amala can understand. they themselves are like that, as they don't want to get themselves hurt at all, and amala can presume the same for the boy.

people have tried to get her to open up to them on the first meeting--old clients of theirs, mainly, and a couple of red's co-workers at the bar. for some reason, just because amala doesn't bother hiding her scarring and seems relatively unbothered by it all, people seem to think that they can ask her all the questions they want. the look on their faces when amala quips back a rude joke or shoots them a nasty glare (or, on occasion, red splashing them with some ice-cold water from behind the bar counter) is enough to make that uncomfortable feeling in their chest go away.

honest to god, they hate that uncomfortable feeling they get in their chest whenever people start asking too many questions. if it's because it reminds them of the fire they were in as a child, or the weeks spent in the hospital, and the cruel words of their classmates. and then--being forced to drop out, despite having so many dreams, despite wanting to be so good for their mother but their mother couldn't take care of them any more because she could barely take care of herself-

well, that's all besides the point--she has no intention of pushing the issue. they're strangers, after all.

"alright, if you say so," amala replies, giving him a friendly sort of shrug before standing up, stumbling slightly as they get used to balancing in their heels before placing her hands on her hips somewhat triumphantly. there's a guy she remembers being a friend of another one of her clients just walking nearby (but, they've paused to look down at their phone, tapping at the screen or something-or-other), and if they move quick, they'd be able to snag them and get some grocery money.

before they walk away, however, amala gives the boy a glance, the burns on their face shifting as she turns the corners of her lips up in a facsimile of a smile. "i know we barely know each other, but you take care of yourself, kid. stay safe and all of that."

amala doesn't know why she felt the need to say that--like she literally said, she barely knows the kid--but....oh well. not worth thinking about right now.

loboiism

it was the weekly supply collect once more, & this time around it would be the two brothers to be going along together with an extra, finn, to keep them company. their rule of thumb is to never go to the same area as the week before to avoid detection, so this round they decided to go into a much more secluded part of the nearest town they bumped into. it was unfortunate that the town was quite infested with people even within the isolated part, but it was better than being dead center of it all where it would be undeniable they’d get recognized.

the trio entered a small convenience store, & finn parted ways to get his share of supplies while the two siblings would stick together. knowing how the routine worked, sean & daniel we capable of gathering their items without much of a hassle, however, finn ended up changing plans by trying to sway the cashier with smooth talk in hopes of getting a discount. sean anxiously waited for the entire interaction to come to a close while daniel grew bored & decided to walk away towards a crane machine placed at the corner of the store. this immediately caught the attention of sean as he was fully aware of the chaos his brother could get into if he didn’t keep an eye on him, so he followed suit.

　　❛ ¿¿ que haces .ᐣ.ᐣ ❜ sean quietly hissed. ❛ come on, finn’s about to be done. ❜

　　❛ he’s been talking for 10 hours, sean. ❜ daniel whined, his focus now on the prizes inside the machine. ❛ can’t we play just ooooneeee round .ᐣ.ᐣ it’ll be quick, i promise. ❜

　　❛ we don’t have the money to waste like that. you know that. ❜

　　❛ yeah, i know, but we don’t have to spend any money. watch. ❜

　　❛ what are you — ❜

before his could finish his sentence, the corner of sean’s eyes caught onto something moving, so he turned over to see a Power Bear figurine levitating from inside the machine. daniel was no doubt using his telekinesis to move the toy by the sight of his raised hand & placed it directly over the exit hole where he then grabbed it & celebrated his victory.

　　❛ see .ᐣ.ᐣ ❜

this action freaked sean as he frantically looked around to see if there had been anyone who witnessed what had just happened, crouching slightly to whisper between gritted teeth.

　　❛ dude, there’s cameras around. do you want to get caught .ᐣ.ᐣ ❜

　　❛ no one saw me. it’s cool. ❜

　　❛ first of all, that’s stealing. second, what did i say about your powers in public .ᐣ.ᐣ we can get into serious trouble if anyone sees you doing that. ❜

　　❛ i know, but i haven’t had a toy in a long time, & i just really wanted Power Bear . . . ❜

　　a heavy sigh from sean as he could feel a headache trying to crawl its way inside his skull. ❛ i get it, but we can’t just be doing that out in the open. i’m only nagging you for our safety, enano. we don’t need any more shit on our plates than we already do. please understand that. ❜

　　❛ yeah. i get it. i’m sorry. i won’t do it again. ❜

　　❛ ¿¿ me lo prometes .ᐣ.ᐣ ❜

　　❛ si. ❜

a hand rested on daniel’s head then as sean let out another sigh to relieve his nerves though as he guided his brother back towards where the register was, sean noticed a familiar face — one he knew he would never forget — & his stomach dropped. they had been just a few feet away from everything that just happened, & he really hoped they didn’t see a single thing.

#burntscars #;duringlis2!verse #;replies #𓍢 ・{ replies } ˢᵖᵉᵃᵏ ⁿᵒ ᵉᵛⁱˡ.#:^)#hope this is okay #;queue

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Before & after under the cut!

#;commission #:^)#the icons ima be using from now on #they did such an amazing job !!

;-- im still thinking a lot about lis2 and sean but damn ive just been too tired and there's not a lot of friction going on for him sadly enough but im not giving up on him

#;ooc #:^)#pardon me #i just woke up from a broken nap #and thinking about this game in particular #wish i had more moots to talk about it but it's cool #this'll just be my sean fan page or whatever ahah

fightersuggestion

you wanna beat me? ha, well you can try.

#;musings #the amount of times my boy went through a beating is a painful amount #just wanna hold him and protect him

peperjwaala

the corner store is a good one for this area, and it's one that amala frequents quite a lot--but, she wasn't going grocery shopping today of all days. they'd been enjoying the evening air, keeping an eye out for any potential clients (who are normally ones that are acquainted with their current ones), when they'd felt a pair of eyes on them.

at first, amala was going to turn and snap at whoever it was to keep your damn eyes to yourself, jerk, but when they noticed that the person staring at them was a kid, and one that looked like they were going through something-or-other--amala just couldn't bring themselves to say anything cruel to them. instead, they'd chirped out a line they remember reading in an old manga that they liked, to try and ease the kid's supposed tension or whatever.

there's also something vaguely familiar at the kid, but it really isn't amala's business.

"it's fine, kid," amala says with what she hopes is a reassuring smile, tugging the hem of their short skirt down slightly over their burned thighs. they'd taken a seat on the bench because the short heels they'd gotten at a charity shop pinch like hell at the toes whenever they take a step, and amala's noticeable enough for any potential client even if she's not standing up. "these-" they gesture loosely at the scars on their face, red painted nails flashing in the dim light "-aren't contagious, if that's what you're worried about."

even though it's somewhat annoying, amala's used to getting stared at because of her scars. it's not like people could really avoid staring at them, especially if they were looking them right in the face, and as long as no one said rude or horrifically intrusive shit, they'd be happy as a clam.

however, it seems like the kid had been disassociated and only snapped back to reality once they were spoken to. there's something about them that somewhat reminds amala of herself, oddly enough, even though she couldn't really explain it all.

their expression softens (as much as it can) before they speak again, lightly swinging their legs from where they're hanging off the side of the side. "sorry if this too intrusive, but is everything alright? you look like you've got a lot on your mind, and i've been told i'm a good listener." a stiff breeze brushes past, and amala shivers, tugging their battered leather jacket a little tighter around herself.

loboiism

the strong current of anxiety always spiked whenever he would show his face to the public ( considering the circumstance he was in, it was understandable ), so it constantly felt like walking on eggshells for him. this was why the group ultimately decided to go out in pairs ever since him & his brother joined, so someone could keep them both in check & steer clear from any figures trying to get their hands on them. it was a gesture that sean could not thank them enough for because he really needed the support after being alone with just daniel for months. he couldn’t keep the big, brave wolf persona all the time.

speaking of daniel, he would like it if cassidy would hurry up, so he can check up on him himself &, despite finn giving his word that nothing bad is going to happen to him while he’s on watch, his instincts could not NOT worry about him. daniel was his flesh & blood, after all, & the only one he’s got left.

　　❛ it wasn’t that, ❜ he voiced, concerning the reasoning behind the burn marks. ❛ i was just . . . daydreaming. i’m sorry. i hate when people stare at me too, so i get it. ❜

of course the curiosity was there as to how they got their burn marks, but everyone had their own stories & shit to deal with, & he didn’t want to pry into someone else’s life, especially when he had to keep a low profile & wonder whether or not to trust them.

because there were too many assholes out there hidden behind kind masks while some were wide in the open without a care in the world.

when the attention was turned towards him, sean tightened his grip on his bag & began to eye the exit hesitantly, thinking of ways he would run away from the “scene of the crime” — most of them involving him leaving cassidy behind as he would run for his damn life until he couldn’t breathe anymore.

no offense, cassidy. but i’m the one running from the law, not you.

　　❛ uh . . . i’m just tired. didn’t get enough sleep last night. ❜

& he really hoped they wouldn’t ask any further questions, or he’ll be stuck in a loop of coming up with lie after lie until he suffocated himself to death.

#burntscars #;duringlis2!verse #;replies #𓍢 ・{ replies } ˢᵖᵉᵃᵏ ⁿᵒ ᵉᵛⁱˡ.#:^)

#;ic #;crack #:^)#just something silly #and i wanted to share it #blep

;-- me thinking about how neither sean or daniel were able to give esteban their final goodbye or give him a proper funeral.

me thinking about how sean most likely cried and screamed during the Parting Ways Ending when daniel threw himself out of the truck and debated multiple times on going back and surrendering just to see his brother again because it was not in his plans to get to mexico without his brother. he would drive back and forth, kinda dazed and emotionally exhausted because he doesn’t know what to do until he ultimately decided to go forward to honor daniel’s sacrifice.

me thinking about how daniel had to drive the truck with sean’s corpse until he could find a proper place to bury him in the Lone Wolf Ending and most likely was crying the entire time, not wanting to leave his brother’s side until he ultimately had to to honor both his dad’s and brother’s wishes of wanting to go to puerto lobos despite not knowing how the hell he was going to get there.

me thinking about how sean most likely feels like he failed in the Redemption Ending after seeing how much daniel had grown throughout the years he was in prison without him, missing all those birthdays and important points of his brother’s life, and daniel never once forgetting about sean and his teachings and always recalling back their wolf howl.

overall, there is no happy ending, and it is so sad and i’m distraught. except blood brothers bc at least they stayed together but even so, the shit they had to go through to get there is still ugggghhh.

#;ooc #:^)#tragedies everywhere #anyways i figured i could be in and out in this blog instead of my ffxv for the time being #until my personal stuff gets sorted out #since this blog is quiet and i can just be in my zone but ye #me being sad thinking about this

aestheticslyrics

greyhound // calpurnia

#;musings #musing tag pending

;-- also my thoughts on cassidy and finn: on my first playthrough, i honestly did not vibe with them at all in the sense of them being love interests for sean, so i avoided them like the plague. they felt illegal idk like their ages weren't stated but they sure do feel like 18+ and tbh daniel was more important to me and my sean than those two.

i like them as characters tho with all their flaws, and i honestly will be referring to them or even somewhat rping them in my threads just to have something to go off on, but i will not be shipping sean with either of them romantically. they're just homies.

#;ooc #:^)#putting this out there bc it's important

───※ ·❆· ※─── ⁣@burntscars :　　❝ one of us will eventually have to have the strength to be honest with ourselves about each other. ❞

maybe they had caught on — the staring — though he hadn’t meant to have ill intent in doing so.

hesitantly, sean tried to avert his eyes elsewhere in a way that made it seem like he hadn’t been looking at them for as long as he thought he did. it had been a tiring day of nothing but working in the weed farm with the group that willingly took him and his little brother, daniel, under their wing, so it’d be a constant state of staring at nothing or at something ⁣　　( in this case, someone ) ⁣　　until he was called out for it. “sleeping with your eyes open”, cassidy would say. “yeah, i do that too sometimes.”

but perhaps sean had done more than just “fall asleep” as the sight of the stranger’s scars on their face triggered a vision — one where he saw his dad laying on the ground bleeding as flames engulfed him. he’d have these visions every now and then whenever his mind was brought to a point of thinking about his deceased parent. he was glad daniel didn’t witness the aftermath of The Incident, the body of their dad lying lifeless on their front lawn, but sean did, and it was something that he knew he would never forget no matter how hard he tried.

now’s not the time, pendejo.

⁣　　❛ oh, sorry. ❜

with a hunched body, he apologized, fiddling with the plastic bag of necessities and snacks he bought for him and daniel after getting paid today. he had come with cassidy as a pair as it was standard they would grab stuff they needed in pairs, but she was nowhere to be seen. perhaps still gathering stuff around the store somewhere. now, he was getting a little nervous by the statement that the stranger had brought up to the table, wondering if they had meant his staring and how rude it was to do so or if they had recognized him and were gonna grill him for being fugitives.

he’ll take the embarrassment over getting the cops called on him any day.

#burntscars #;duringlis2!verse #;replies #𓍢 ・{ replies } ˢᵖᵉᵃᵏ ⁿᵒ ᵉᵛⁱˡ.#:^)#i hope this is okay !!#and tysm for always giving me something #i appreciate you a lot #also i guess this blog is too young for me to properly tag you so hope you see this

sean.mp3

#;playlist #:^)#i just need to edit icons for him and this blog will be good to go #in the meantime as a music obsessed nerd like myself #ofc i had to make a playlist of what sean listens to #blep #listen to it on shuffle but i purposely placed the songs in a pattern #one spanish and the next english bc yes

some sean diaz headcanons:

1.because his mom, karen, wasn’t too thrilled with settling down and having a family, she wasn’t involved much in sean’s childhood during the time she stayed, hence why he refers to her by her name. the only thing that she brought to the table besides birthing him was his name. she did a good job at raising him in terms of making sure he grew up a healthy child, but she was extremely emotionally distant from him. and because of that, his first language was spanish due to how much more connected he was with his dad, esteban. english came to his dictionary shortly after with some help from karen but mainly from teachers and other children he spent time with during his school years. esteban wanted sean to be bilingual, so he had a better chance at life in the states than he did, considering his english wasn’t the best, but he too improved as the years passed, especially after karen left as he had to work double hard to make sure he comprehended the language without her help. sean’s spanish is immaculate because 1) esteban wanted him and his sons to keep practicing their spanish while at home, so they wouldn’t forget their mother tongue and 2) sean was more in tune with his mexican heritage than with the american lifestyle, so he took speaking fluent spanish seriously. he’d speak english outside the house more often than not as he didn’t have any friends who spoke spanish, but it served as a perfect balance.

( i’m also adding that daniel’s first language was also spanish because at that point, karen had left shortly after he was born, it would make sense for esteban to raise him speaking spanish first. but he was more americanized due to outside influences like english cartoon shows, so he spoke more spanglish than sean. idk why the game suggested him not knowing spanish like ?? what were my mans esteban and sean doing the whole time ?? doesn’t make sense to me and also daniel’s name comes from the spanish pronunciation since it was esteban who named their second son this time around ).

2. sean listens to spanish and english music equally, picking both kinds off the radio, from recommendations from his friend lyla, other outside influences, and from his dad’s speaker while he worked around the house. before esteban passed away, sean wouldn’t admit he liked some of his dad’s music but would listen to it on his own time because he genuinely thought his dad had some bitchin’ taste in music. after his death and when he was capable, sean would listen to his dad’s songs so he could feel closer to him, especially once he reached puertos lobos where it’s the vibe to play his dad’s music in the repair shop the brothers owned.

3. along with track being his favorite sport, sean also enjoys casual dancing ( specifically cumbia and bachata ). his reasoning for picking up the hobby was so he could impress his crushes at any given opportunity. when he first started to watch dancing videos and practicing on his own time, at some point esteban caught him in the act and was elated to see his son try something new, even if it was just to impress the ladies. sean would deny his interest, but nothing went over esteban’s head as he would show off his own moves back when he used to party in his homeland, making sean cringe. but he still took his dad’s pointers to heart nonetheless without fully admitting.

though despite having a good grasp on specific dances, however, due to his bashfulness, he only ever ended up dancing with lyla more often than not, which wasn’t a bad thing as the both of them enjoyed each other’s company and had loads of fun doing so. daniel would also join in the fun if he was around and sometimes even esteban would join, usually a thing that would happen during birthday parties.

#;headcanons #;ooc #:^)#finally got around to jotting some things down for my boy #but ye #hoping i can get to do more stuff here soon

ohisms

↪ 𝐹𝐼𝐿𝐿𝑂𝑅𝑌 ⅋ 𝐅𝐔𝐑𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐑 . ( a collection of sentence starters from season one of syfy's the magicians . adjust phrasing as necessary . this prompt will be updated as time goes on . )

it's always something with you , isn't it ? it's always an emergency .

look , this is your responsibility .

wow , nice trick . i'm sure you're a hit at parties .

so ... you think you're ready .

i called you . all weekend . where were you ?

okay , we have got to pull you together .

you can't run away hard enough , can you ?

i know where you were all weekend .

life is raw , everybody medicates .

i love you . call me , okay ?

am i hallucinating ?

come on , or you'll miss it .

can i start over ? please .

i'm going to make sure you don't remember a thing .

playing with time is such difficult magic .

don't bother trying to compare yourself .

it's good to be aware the world is blatantly unfair .

it's my fault that they said that .

if you think my family is some sort of advantage , you've been misinformed .

maybe i wouldn't let myself forget .

that was before i knew there was something else .

it's really okay if this is not your thing .

you're hurting yourself , & you're not okay .

i just needed to see if i was right .

we've been watching you for quite a while now .

hello ? do you need help ?

you feel right because you're starting towards your destiny .

for some reason , you're involved . so be involved .

look , hold that thought , okay ?

i'm obviously coming with you .

there's no such thing as safe magic .

what is this place exactly , besides a health hazard ?

you ask a lot of questions .

jesus , you didn't tell me you were dangerous .

it's a little bit bigger than messing up .

there's a bad story every few years around here .

can you just help me live with myself ?

i'm gonna tell you something deep & dark & personal now .

i'm trying to tell you , you are not alone here .

i don't know . i wanna be your friend , i guess .

you should hate me right now .

the last thing i wanted to do growing up was read fantasy .

let's just say life wasn't exactly non-stop fun growing up .

if you're guilty , i'm guilty .

come do something stupid with me before you go .

okay , you know what ? i'm not interested in your personal issues .

this isn't just some lark to me , just so you know .

i mean seriously , what do they expect , you know ?

look , you can't run away from you .

there's nothing i can do in this moment to stop the comet from crashing into the earth , is there ?

i keep trying to tell myself that this is somehow better .

you don't see color & want to go back to black & white .

you can't help , & i can't help you .

what the hell was that , you maniac ?

why would you ever trust anyone ?

i'm willing to teach the right people what i know . & i know a lot .

you're lucky i can fix this .

hey , have you heard of karma ? sometimes it's instant .

i'm generous with you , considering .

get me everything on this list . this week .

why even ask , if you'll just forget it again ?

that's not a real answer .

you're a much better liar than i expected you to be .

do you think you have a destiny ?

there is no destiny . no born heroes .

you can either step up to it or not , that's up to you .

this is your problem , that you should solve !

#;prompts #:^)#rarely have people following me on here but im doing it anyways

wxlfbrxthers

episode 2 sean, my beloved <3

#;visage #sean tag pending #precious boy

;-- gonna be working on a list of headcanons for sean throughout the week while i work my way into integrating him and ofc work on a playlist bc that's just how i roll

#;ooc #:^)#basing him on my own experiences tbh which is kinda cool ngl #bc the game kinda didn't explain further about his background as much #and tbh ima kinda just be around to write my thoughts on him for the meanwhile until i get traction #if i do #i just want a place to talk about him and his family tbh

leneemusing

A FEW VARIOUS SENTENCE STARTERS

❝ i wouldn't find the need to tell you 'i told you so' if you weren't so allergic to admitting i'm right. ❞

❝ there are better hills to die on but i find this one quite comfortable. ❞

❝ would you come with me please? i adore your company. ❞

❝ that's not the worst thing i've ever heard but it's certainly up there. ❞

❝ i would love to help you but i'm afraid i'm suffering from a terrible case of 'it's not my problem.' ❞

❝ could you just think about anyone other than yourself for once? ❞

❝ i'm not going to stand here and argue with you about how much you need to get some rest. if i find you passed out on the floor i'm leaving you there. ❞

❝ would you be a dear and shut the hell up. ❞

❝ i know i need help but i'm not quite ready to ask for it. ❞

❝ do you know where we're going or are we just trying to get lost now? ❞

❝ i have confided this in you, please do not betray that trust. ❞

❝ do you like it here? with me? ❞

❝ are you still happy? with me, i mean. with us. ❞

❝ i didn't lie, i simply presented a selective truth. ❞

❝ do you actually like spending time with me? because i feel like all you do is argue. ❞

❝ one of us will eventually have to have the strength to be honest with ourselves about each other. ❞

❝ i want to tell you something i just need a moment to figure out the right words. ❞

❝ if you were the religious type i would challenge god to win your devotion. ❞

❝ don't tell me to quit being melodramatic it's the only time i have any fun. ❞

❝ were you ever going to tell me or were you just going to make me guess what you're thinking and feeling. ❞

#;prompts #:^)#ima need to work on tags but for now this will do #plz send stuff im itching #ty in advance ily

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