it feels nice, being here with you. (for jane 🥹)
⸙ did it? jane couldn’t remember the last time someone seemed so genuine in their speech. most times and worst times the words of another were calculated, or so lizzie liked to remember her kind heart often. and yet his carried some deep connection that made her teeth be shown as well, a rarity for one so peculiarly shy. how could it be explained in a way that did not erase her fortunes? to be the family’s jewel was to be polished to impossible perfection — yet sold so easily, nevermind what feelings laid inside chest like locked butterflies. thus most stares and whispers were of cruel or curious nature, never too deep and always shallow enough like the stream that ran by their house. friendships were not welcomed by her mother who adored remembering her role as the oldest, the prettiest — though in jane’s opinion her sisters were much more lively than she could ever be — and unfortunately, the closest to the sun.
james farrow was an intruder in her life. a friend of lizzie, of course, for the most outgoing of the sisters carried life in her eyes whilst jane's had the creamy views of the clouds she observed. she opened the door unknowingly and let him in their state, accepting the book lent though of course she hadn’t noticed it gone. now they strolled through the fields of the propriety until stopping by the fences of the cows —- and when she asked why he had returned, hoping for the worst answer possible ; another comment on her angelic features or even a sonnet sung out of the blue, he spoke of her company. and almost dramatically her eyes filled with tears, though she looked away and stared to feed a brown cow some blades of glass. ❝ truly? i must admit, sir, that i wasn’t expecting you’d return. people never call for me much. ❞ was she sounding weepy? devoid of humor? eyes remained away, though manner was gentile and soft. ❝ i’m enjoying it as well. the day is beautiful, and you are revigorating as my sister has said. ❞ spring had arrived.








