May 10, 2022
i feel like right now i’m experiencing late stage transgenderism. like i’ve fully medically transitioned to what i want, i’m largely recognized as male in most social circles—dysphoria really isn’t a part of my life anymore, so what does that leave me with? i just get to,,,,,live my life now?? i grew up during the era on the internet where a lot of the rhetoric i was seeing said that you needed dysphoria to be trans, and now that i’m at a stage where i really don’t experience dysphoria, i don’t quite know what to do with myself. i’m literally just chilling. and that kind of scares me